Meows
What the fuck are people doing when they’re in the shower for 30 minutes
Dissociating
Having an existential crisis.
All of the above + singing.
Rehearsing for conversations I’ll never have.
imagining scenarios that will never happen
crying
water warm
feels nice
HEY LOOK IT'S THAT THING FROM ULTRAKILL
i haven't even played the game proper, but i found myself overcome by my love for robots :]
absolutely in love with the idea that gabriel is like, such a cool guy. he's kind, caring, he's laborious and most importantly dutiful. he is the perfect representation of all that is divine and lesser angels and husks alike look up to him
but whenever the MACHINE is present or even just vaguely mentioned he devolves into angry hysterics and any kind of dignity gets thrown out the window
i guess you can read this as him always having a knack for carnage and combat but his status as an angel causes him to repress those emotions... until he finally met someone that enables him to show his true colors
Ok so I learned of something that you may be interested in.
Ahem
Vatican stone is an ammolite stone mined from the same quarry that was used for the Vatican, with it being an ammolite there are tiny fossils you can see in it,
why is it important you may ask?
Because it looks a bit like this
Almost pure black in person (I own a small piece because I like rocks and it's quite cheap)
And with fallen gabe being stoney like other demons, would his skin look like Vatican stone up close? And could you imagine v1 makeing that comparison? In a way despite his fall he's still close to god,
Or maybe the angels where carved from Vatican stone, (I know it's supposed to be sculpted from clay but still)
oougghhh i absolutely love this....i definitely had the idea of cathedrals in mind when i talked about his skin being marble-like rather than simply stone, so this feels like the perfect choice for him. with the fossils swirled throughout it...kind of the way gabe's scars cover his skin, or alternatively just including the fossils, as they could be taken as a nod toward the death of god's design. v1 would scrutinize and scrutinize it, trying to see all the little minute designs before it begins to recognize them for what they are - it's excited by the discovery, but gabriel only feels he's surrounded by death, burned out and trapped in it. so it goes searching to find out what it can, determined to help him accept this part of himself as it once made the effort to help him understand the golden scars that now line his skin. and it's just so cute to think about it running in one day with all these pictures and pages torn out of books that detail the use of vatican stone, pointing emphatically at the examples and then to gabe's skin. at first he's more impressed that it continues to find sources on why his new traits actually are pretty neat, but then, as he looks over the fruits of its research, he feels a little warmer in spite of himself. maybe it's that he still does have something of god in him (he can't help still wanting that sometimes, despite now understanding the deep flaws of his own creator) or maybe it's because v1 cared enough to tear through what must have been endless volumes of books somewhere in limbo to find this information...but whatever it is, he's left feeling just more at ease in his own skin.







