lexeroni
Simply because it always seems safer when people don’t know everything, when you open up to someone it gives them the chance to treat you differently.
I can remember around the first time I started feeling depressed. When I realized that something was wrong. I was in 8th grade. I wish I would have known then that one day I would be 21 and still struggling with those feelings.
are you a lace or velvet person?? mountains or fields?? paperback or hard cover?? rose bush or fruit tree??
I don’t think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love.
(via 8hy)
body5000-deactivated20180929
sorry I wasn’t in the mood to be a person today, sorry I forgot to keep a conversation, sorry my soul needs ironing. give me a moment, a day or a so. it’ll be good. I’ll brush my hair and change my clothes. I’ll laugh a lot. I’ll say important things. it’ll be good.
I remember when I was younger and I wanted to be beautiful; now I’m older and I want to be intelligent. I want to burn hearts with brilliance and engulf souls with compassion. I want to be loved for my thoughts and nothing else.
(via itcuddles)
If you had not suffered as you had, there would be no depth to you as a human being, no humility, no compassion.
Eckhart Tolle (via onlinecounsellingcollege)l
Be sad but get up. You don’t have to shower. You can put on the same clothes you wore yesterday. Nobody will care. The sky is blue, wildflowers are blooming by the side of the road. Strangers have stories to tell. Go for a walk, go for a drive, go to a greenhouse, a bookstore, a movie theater. You can stay in bed but nothing is going to happen there. Sometimes you’ve really just got to get the fuck up.
thegoodvybe
When I look in the mirror, I know I’m looking at someone who isn’t sure she deserves to be loved at all.
Nicholas Sparks, Dear John (via thegoodvybe)
(not so) Breaking News: I’m sad again and everyone’s tired of hearing about it