Fuck it. I feel good from the hot tub and already got the same room for tonight so I don't even gotta leave.
I got a room right by the house, even got late checkout at 3 pm. The hot tub helps the pain in my stomach. Weird going by myself, but I need it.
I have never experienced pain like this before. The hospital did a CT scan, but I'm telling them it's my diverticulitis or something. I had a colonoscopy like 14 years ago where they zapped off some tags or something and they all came back negative. I haven't had one since and the ER isn't listening cuz they say I'm too young. I have an appointment next week with a GI Dr but I'm in SO MUCH FUCKING PAIN NOW!!! I had to give my parents my conceal carry and safe because it's crossed my mind.
1 month no smoking today
I'm still in incredible pain, like I'm about to go back to the ER.
Hope you guys are good.
Planning on going to a sunflower field and taking some cute pictures. Trying to find a cute outfit. 🫣🙃
This week 3 people have asked what I've changed cuz my face looks different and my eyes look bigger.
My dudes, it's cuz I'm not high constantly 😌.
Hey 🩷 My dad ended up taking me to the ER the other day. My potassium was 2.6 when normal range is 3.6-4.6. I felt like I was gonna faint. They gave me 3 bags full in my IV and I have a special drink to drink for a few more days.
So many steps forward, one step back. I needed a hot tub bad at the peak of my pain, got a room overnight. Got scared staying alone. *sigh*
Today I'm feeling ok...first full day I've worked in awhile and I didn't have to go home on lunch to soak in the tub. Once the boy is done with baseball, we are going back to school clothes shopping. I just left Home Depot. ELEPHANT EAR PLANTS ARE $5!!! Got a black magic one, it's super dark. I love it. I have a baby albino one at home that's currently my favorite.
This pain is crazy. I don't think I can take it anymore. I've soaked for weeks and it's not going away. I'm currently at my parents because they have a bigger tub. I think I have to go to the ER. I've tried to stick it out for weeks and it's just getting worse.
3 weeks today no smoking.
I chew gum when the cravings hit. I'm still getting stomach pains, currently on my work lunch standing in a hot shower. These stomach pains won't stop for a few more weeks which is disappointing. When I tell you I hate myself for smoking, this is what I mean. Smoking = weeks/months in stomach pain, barely able to keep food down and hot showers. I hate this and I hate that I put myself in this situation.
Anyways.... 3 weeks down.
The first part triggers the sleeper cells the second part turns on rage mode for them
im Not Kidding i am going to Commit A Homicide
We as a species are each and every day becoming more creative in the ways with which we destroy eachothers lives.
Kaya's new thing is she wants to get covered up before bed. Spoiled brat💖🐶
“I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person.”
— Oscar Wilde
Got this from the swap yesterday. Pretty sure it's a pink syngonium, which is on my wishlist. It has SO much growth, but the lady must have not made it happy cuz none of the leafs are open. Gave her a nice drink and stuck her under my grow light. Here's what she will look like once she opens 🤞🏼
Yesterday at the plant swap, a mom was getting her young daughter out of the car. Her daughter was visibly nervous, the mom goes "are you nervous because you're out of your element meeting all these new people and you're a little scared? It's ok, see they all have plants? It's ok"
We made eye contact and I blurted out "HOW DID YOU KNOW?! It's my first plant swap!" She cracked up 😅🤣
Spent the day with my parents yesterday, didn't do the trip. Weirdly, I haven't been charged yet. So...about that. If you've followed me, you know it was an R thing. 11 pm Friday night R texted saying about he knows how my shoulder is fucked and his feet are from diabetes. For old time sake, why not do a drive and hot tub room for our injuries with cbd bombs and a night together.... 🙄. I was 100% about it and even got the room but I couldn't do it I told him yesterday. He caught me off guard in a moment of weakness BUT I made it right and didn't go. I'm proud of me.
No plans today really, go through the cuttings and plants I got yesterday 😁 there's another swap next month!!!!
Anonymous asked:
You totally could've cropped out that side blog entirely instead of masking the URL. You should share since you put it out there.
Or....OR....I do whatever tf I want on my blog. 😁 have a good day grey face
I was gonna do something dumb.
But now I'm not.....but I'm stuck either
A) driving 3 hours alone and having a hot tub hotel room for the night
Or
B) I'm out $200
Me all week: getting plants ready again for the event that is today that was canceled last week. Super excited to see what other type of plants are gonna be there. Hyping myself up.
Morning of event: SO much social anxiety.... now I gotta go people for a few hours with a bunch of strangers that probably don't even wanna trade with me
I got so many goodies and had such a good time. Met a ton of cool people and even gave a lil girl my snake plant because she's a newbie too