I feel myself literally falling back into old ways, and I’m not scared. I’m ready, message me your best tips please, I’ve gotten out of control

I Hate

I hate the way my thighs rub together

I hate the way my stomach has that bulge

I hate the way that the scale won’t drop down fast enough

I hate that my bones do not poke out

I hate the fact that I don’t have defined hipbones or collarbones

I hate that I am not skinny

I hate the fact that I am not starving well enough

I hate my body

I hate my “figure”

I hate every aspect of myself

I hate that I even fail at losing weight.