once you start seeing progress you never wanna stop.

My heart breaks everytime I see your smile Not because I don't want to see you happy, but cause I want you happy by my side. I want to be the one who steals kisses from you Who makes you laugh until your stomach hurts Who you call to scream the amazing news and to be the one who lives them with you. I want to be the one who falls asleep by your side Even if it is on a twin size bed way too small for us I want to dance in the kitchen even though you think I’m crazy everytime I do this My heart breaks everytime your birthday is coming up Not because I dont want you to enjoy it, but cause I didn’t get to make you a present. I didn’t get to spend the last years by your side And see how much youve grown since then I didn’t get to see you actually driving and I didnt get to live our roadtrips I didn’t get to be the one who gets on a plane with you after our favorite bands And I didnt get to be there on the hardest days. My heart breaks everytime I lay in bed Not because my bed is not big enough or warm enough, but cause it’s not as warm as your body. My heart breaks everytime I remember your voice, cause no whisper in this life or next will touch my soul like that. My heart breaks everytime I hear my favorite songs, cause you were there everytime I chose a new one. My heart breaks everytime I write something, not because I dont love writing But cause I loved so much more when I wrote you love letters.

astronauta

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