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The Flying Cat

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How Pain Tolerance and Anxiety Seem to Be Connected (Heather Murphy, The New York Times, Mar 30 2019)

“An article this week about Jo Cameron, who has lived for 71 years without experiencing pain or anxiety because she has a rare genetic mutation, prompted questions from New York Times readers.

The notion that the same gene could be responsible for the way a person processes physical and psychological pain left many perplexed: Aren’t they totally different? (…)

Dr. Eisenberger studies the similarities in the way that the brain processes physical pain and the “social pain” that results from rejection.

She said she had repeatedly found that “people who are more sensitive to physical pain are more upset by rejection.” (…)

Adam Woo, a consultant in pain and anesthesia at King’s College Hospital in London, has worked with thousands of patients dealing with pain.

Patients with high levels of anxiety tend to be more sensitive to pain, he has found. “If you have anxiety, it makes your perception of pain worse,” he said. 

And if two patients are facing the exact same kind of injury, the one with more anxiety tends to have a “higher complaint score,” he said.

Debra Kissen, executive director of Light on Anxiety, a treatment center in Chicago, believes that some people truly are just more sensitive — as in they seem to feel more intensely.

That said, she has observed the way that anxiety and physical pain can amplify each other.

Afflicted with chronic pain, a person may start to feel anxious that they have no control over their body.

Then their anxiety may increase their focus on the pain, exacerbating it. Treat either one and it will sometimes help both, she said.

What she finds most intriguing about the two kinds of pain is the consistency in her patients’ answers to a choice.

“I’ll ask someone, ‘You can either stub your toe and it hurts an eight, or feel emotional despair,’” she said. Patients always pick the toe.”

Wish the Notes feature worked on this one, because I wonder how many of us would answer Me Too.

The more stressed I am, the more sensitive I am to pain. The higher my pain levels, the worse my anxiety.

Same’s true for the other direction: The more relaxed, the easier it is to endure pain. The lower my pain or anxiety, the easier it is to sleep and function.

hmmm…

This is tangled for me. The less safe I feel, the more likely I am to *ignore* or *withhold* pain. My sensitivity to pain is secondary compared to my willingness to admit it, to the point where I have to be on the alert (or have loved ones alert me) to things like clumsiness, forgetfulness, or misdirected rage.

Good point: I lose awareness of pain and suffering the worse things get.

So, yeah.

She said she had repeatedly found that “people who are more sensitive to physical pain are more upset by rejection.” (…)

This is a known thing in ADHD, and why we experience RSD (rejection pain) so strongly that it has its own name. Pain is pain, the brain doesn’t really know the difference. Which is her whole area of study, really.

It also overlaps with fibromyalgia and ME; part of those conditions are the brain being overly sensitive to fatigue/pain signals (either the brain amplifying, or a genuinely higher intensity from higher nerve density). Muscle fatigue signals turn into muscle pain through intensity. Sometimes I take a painkiller so I stop feeling physically fatigued. 

Anxiety in me is usually a symptom of either pain avoidance (i.e. a learned behavioural response), or just my brain being too overloaded/low on energy to cope and just sputtering out anxiety signals instead. If I rest/eat/drink/take painkillers it just goes away on its own. But it’s always a ‘something is physically wrong’ signal.

Hardcoding that into my brain means that now I stop and wonder why I’m feeling something, but when your brain is flipping into survival mode, one of the things it tends to do is just... take away the ability to sit back and critically consider your overall health right now. You just focus on the things you can do, and put the rest aside, and only later look back and realise you were hurting and that’s where all your resources went.

Microsoft announces it will shut down ebook program and confiscate its customers' libraries

Microsoft has a DRM-locked ebook store that isn’t making enough money, so they’re shutting it down and taking away every book that every one of its customers acquired effective July 1.

Customers will receive refunds.

This puts the difference between DRM-locked media and unencumbered media into sharp contrast. I have bought a lot of MP3s over the years, thousands of them, and many of the retailers I purchased from are long gone, but I still have the MP3s. Likewise, I have bought many books from long-defunct booksellers and even defunct publishers, but I still own those books.

When I was a bookseller, nothing I could do would result in your losing the book that I sold you. If I regretted selling you a book, I didn’t get to break into your house and steal it, even if I left you a cash refund for the price you paid.

People sometimes treat me like my decision not to sell my books through Amazon’s Audible is irrational (Audible will not let writers or publisher opt to sell their books without DRM), but if you think Amazon is immune to this kind of shenanigans, you are sadly mistaken. My books matter a lot to me. I just paid $8,000 to have a container full of books shipped from a storage locker in the UK to our home in LA so I can be closer to them. The idea that the books I buy can be relegated to some kind of fucking software license is the most grotesque and awful thing I can imagine: if the publishing industry deliberately set out to destroy any sense of intrinsic, civilization-supporting value in literary works, they could not have done a better job.

He would get eaten by a sea monster immediately with such a bright flashy tail and no natural camouflage, but I’m glad the photographer recorded this rare chance encounter

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Common misconception. Pterois disconis is actually covered in thin, filamentous spines that deliver a potent neurotoxin. His flamboyance is actually a form of aposematism, warning predators to stay away, and capable of flashing brightly to attract and disorient prey. 

if you want a vision of the future picture fox news trying to own alexandria ocasio cortez with a graphic that says something like ‘foolishly thinks workers should have better lives’

What they’re furious about is how the other staffers will see that it can be done and possibly revolt against the unfair pay they’re getting or just up and leave.

Which they should.  Staffers should revolt or leave, and underpaying congresspeople should be fucking scared.

They’re pocketing the money that they could be using to pay those staffers a decent wage, but damn, they want that fifth car and extra 20th vacation to cheat at golf and fuck kids in Thailand or some shit. 

It’s not about the principle, it’s about demonstrating that it can be done, successfully, and the idea spreading to us little people that we can rise up and take back what is already rightfully ours anyway.  Vive la revolution!  Madame Guillotine is thirsty for the blood of liars and pigs.

I can’t get over what a righteous line “madame guillotine is thirsty for the blood of liars and pigs” is.

Among the people I spoke with in detail, several mentioned replacing their evening wine with an evening bowl. “I smoke weed to unwind—thank you, California,” says Vanderbyl. For her, cannabis lacks the lingering effects that drove her away from alcohol: “I can wake up in the morning feeling ready for the day.” She’s not alone in making that switch. A 2017 study found that in counties with legalized medicinal cannabis, alcohol sales dropped more than 12 percent when compared with similar counties without weed. Recreational legalization has the potential to bolster that effect by making cannabis products even more broadly accessible.

Interesting data point.

We’re Hugo nominated authors y'all. We did it.

I can’t wait to get my plaque!

Wait, so anyone who has published fic on Ao3 is technically a Hugo nominee?!

Sure, sorta - that’s how the Hugos work! For group projects like this, they acknowledge everyone’s contributions. However, with collections and such, usually only the editing staff, podcast team, or so forth are actually named nominees.

So if AO3 wins, WorldCon will probably give one or a handful of rockets to the OTW folks who make the site happen, and hopefully its founders and lead journal editors.

But y'all who contribute your own transformative works can tell everyone that your contributions helped make this happen!

This is so cool.

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Photo and detailed explanation of the site, plus comments from two of the foremost KT-boundary extinction experts in the world, called in as consultants by the grad student who made the discovery.

It says something about the nature of this site that they were called in. After reading this account, I can see why. Any ONE of the discoveries in this deposit would be an exciting find and a source for numerous papers.

Mind you DePalma’s first paper on the site has not yet been peer-reviewed, and he has gained something of a reputation as a showboater. But I’m reassured that Alvarez is onboard with this. Extraordinary claims need extraordinary evidence, just like his discovery of the iridium layer providing the first evidence for an asteroid impact.

I think DePalma may turn out to be the Heinrich Schliemann of our generation.

i recommend the above article, because it’s the most informative one I’ve found in the geo-blogging sphere since this discovery was announced, providing more details than mainstream news media.

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Went to the Aboriginal artifact exhibit in Chicago. And it’s interesting. How many blankets and masks and totem poles say ‘unknown source’, because every five seconds my mom would stop and point to something and say. “Pauline’s grandmother made that,” or, “That belongs to Mike’s family, I should call him” because. It’s all stolen

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“These artifacts were excavated by archaeologists from a burial site in the 1970’s. The remains were returned for reinterment” Okay cool, cool cool. So you just, like. Dug up the grave of a respected family member, stripped them naked, mailed their body back to their family and kept everything they were lovingly put to rest in. Like a graverobbing bastard

Reminds me of the time when of the elders from my hometown started touching a totem pole in the Museum of Anthropology out at UBC and got yelled at by the staff, only to tell him that the pole had been stolen off of the front of her bighouse when she was ten years old.

Museum collectors did the equivalent of kidnapping a family member when they were away fishing.

Confession time; while I may have started making my girlfriend lunches purely because I love her there’s now a little bit of gay spite involved as well. I want the straight girls she works with to see what they’re missing and hold their men to higher standards.

Operation Gay Spite has claimed its first straight relationship! I’m not sure I’ve ever been prouder of anything in my life!

Things they don’t tell you about top surgery

- Talk to the surgeon about the size you want your new areolas/nipples (don’t be afraid to ask)

- Numbness. No one talks about this for guys who are about to have surgery. You’re going to be numb all in your chest area, especially where the incisions were. They cut nerves as they pass along your chest, and it can take up to a year to regenerate those nerves. Still, feels super foreign for the first two weeks

- Make your bed into a pillow chair, body pillow, two on each side, and two for your head. 

- Sleep alone. I tried to sleep with my girlfriend and it was miserable. You really do need the entire bed for yourself

- Go on Groupon, & get yourself a 10 foot lightning cable iPhone charger, BEST THING EVER, can reach from wherever you are

- Don’t take a week off from work, take two. You will regret the one week, and love the extra time

- When they say “don’t move too much, even after the first week”. LISTEN. I moved way too much and got so sore super quickly. 

- Drink lots of water & eat if your taking the pain medication, otherwise your stomach feels super funky.

- Get stool softeners, & don’t be afraid to take those babies. Don’t wait a week to poop. you’ll surely regret it. 

- The drains are scary & they may hurt while draining or rewrapping your dressings, but once they come out, the second they do, its no more pain, its crazy. 

i hope this helps someone, because i wish i knew all of this when i was having mine a month ago. Looking back its like everyone forgets all the real negatives, its a great experience, & i healed very well & quick compared to most, but the first few days are crazy. They hurt, suck but it gets better. 

To the few guys I know having surgery this week!

-the headache you get a couple days after the surgery because the anesthesia is leaving your body hurts 200 times more than the surgery itself. And even that isn’t too bad.

-after a week or, you ITCH. It’s awful. Try not to touch your stitches too much. An ice pack will help.

keeping this for when i get my surgery eventually

- Don’t forget that a part of the surgery is BLOOD LOSS. A lot more blood loss then your body is used to. So don’t be surprised when you feel sleepy and lethargic for a few weeks post surgery. It takes your body a while to recover.

Hot take: Eddie Brock and Carol Danvers are on opposite ends of the bisexual spectrum being disaster bi and functional bi respectively. Smack dab in the middle is Steve Rogers who manages to be a huge mess while somehow still having people see him as one of the sanest people in the room.

Valkyrie got drunk and fell off the spectrum. she now exists in a void where all those things apply to her at once

Quantum Bi

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Valid ideas above but please also consider

So can we talk about the absolutely stunning duplicity going on here?

…that’s cheating!

HOLY SHIT

That is some DELIBERATELY EVIL data representation. Where is the super villain that designed this fucking graph?

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“Okay murders spiked by like well over 1000% but if we turn the graph THIS way, it’s like they went DOWN! HOORAYYYY!!!”

For anyone confused: the red represents the murder rate. Look at the numbers at the y axis. The graph is upside down because, normally, a graph starts at 0 and then goes up, but this one ends at 0.

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As we put it in German: never trust statistics you haven’t manipulated yourself

this is fucking disgusting

Anonymous asked:

Okay so I don't know why people say sex or love is what makes us human. Lots of organisms in nature have sex or mate for life. You know what makes us human? Cooking. Nothing else in nature cooks except humans. Checkmate aphobes. Sincerely, an ace cook.

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is that true??

Holy shit!!

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Not only that, some anthropologists think that cooking is what MADE us human- as in the ability to consume large amounts of EASIER-to-digest calories (with all the pathogens killed off and the tough cell walls broken down) is the thing that allowed us to devote evolutionary energy to growing larger brains, and solidified the beginnings of communal human civilization. Have you seen how many hours a day pandas spend chewing on raw bamboo? Cooking let us take a shortcut so we could evolve in other ways. Especially bread, bc it’s a lot of caloric energy packed into a portable chunk you could take with you for days and days. Also in order to have bread you have to have grain farms, so bread (and beer, also made from grains) sort of catalyzed humans settling down into centralized permanent settlements. So cooking (and eventually farming) didn’t just help us physiologically evolve into our current form, but also shaped our social structures from the beginning. You should watch the Michael Pollan documentary “Cooked,” on Netflix! It’ll rock your world.

“Obviously ‘bihet’ offends a lot of bisexuals, so we need to come up with a better term for bisexuals in m/f relationships.”

How about… and hear me out… this may sound crazy…. but you… continue to call us bisexual… because (and I realize this gets confusing for you people so read this next part slowly) it turns out we continue to be bisexual regardless of who we’re dating.

Okay, this shit gets me all heated up. I’m just a cisgay dude up in here, but I have Some Opinions about this nonsense.

Bisexual people in relationships with folks of the other gender are not only themselves still bisexual (I’m really ashamed of a bunch of all that this shit even needs to be said, like c’mon), but their relationships are queer.

Yes, I just said that straight people can be involved in queer relationships without they themselves being queer.

The reason for this is simple: folks who are in relationships with queer people will always have to deal with their partner’s marginalization impacting their relationship. Always. Even if their bisexual partner chooses to be entirely stealth about their queerness (and that’s their right, by gods, fight me about it), their relationship is still impacted by that very choice existing. It’s a facet heterosexual relationships never have to negotiate.

Frankly, bisexual folks have to deal with active marginalization from multiple angles: heterocentrist and homocentrist. And in case I actually have to say this aloud? We should not be fucking marginalizing our own, y’all. That makes you a bad person, and you should feel bad.

To sum up: Bisexual folks are queer as hell. Straight folks can be in queer relationships without themselves ever being queer. And FFS please stop harassing bi- and pan-folks already, man. It’s 2018. Find hobbies that are not shitty.

I love this addition to my post so much thank you.

One thing which really hit me while listening to “A Bipolar, a Schizophrenic, and a Podcast” was when the schizophrenic host thinks back to seeing a poor, homeless man speaking to himself on the train, just like she occasionally speaks to herself, and that it hit her that what separated her from him wasn’t hard work, will power, strong morals or a lesser severity of illness. 

What she realized actually separated the two was that presumably unlike this homeless man, she had supportive friends and family, a good health insurance and money for the psychiatric evaluations, therapy and medication she needed to learn how to live a functional life with her schizophrenia. 

That the reason why she wasn’t poor, homeless and on that train speaking to herself wasn’t because she had made the right choices or worked harder than him or because she deserved it more, but that it was because she happened to be in a more privileged position than him when she got sick.

I think this realization is really important, and I think we as a community need to realize that having the resources to get a professional diagnosis, therapy and medication is a privilege, and that what separates those of us who are able to recover/live functional lives with our mental illness and those of us who aren’t usually isn’t willpower, hard work, a good attitude or stronger morals, but access to money, support and other resources, and that it really isn’t fair to make the chance of recovering from mental illness out to be about anything else.