i'm actually okay with wasting my time on people, cuz from there i can learn which one's good for me and which one is not.

sometimes i care about what others say about me, sometimes i don't bcs probably they're talking about themselves lol

Listening to Lana Del Rey's songs really makes me wanna suck a dick in slowmo

𝐖𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝.

after we're apart,

i hope your heart remembers the way it beats everytime you saw me,

i hope your brain remembers the moment we collided,

i hope your skin remembers the warmth of my body,

i hope your eyes remember the depth of my eyes,

i hope your nose remembers the scent of my body right behind my neck,

i hope your lips remember how soft my skin was,

i hope your hands remember every inch of my body,

i hope your ears remember the way i whisper begging you to keep it going.

..i do hope every inch of you remembers every inch of me.

/RL/12am

Leave.

If you want to leave, then leave.

Don’t bother coming into my dreams every night, to become my nightmares.

Stop haunting me.

Please.

Found this book few years ago, when i was struggling enough to let someone go. Someone that i thought i love, but then i realized i just love the idea of him, which means i didn't truly love him. But still, letting go ain't never easy for humans like us right?!

..until i read this book. It convinced me that people do come and go and THAT'S OKAY. Really. Sometimes we need to let someone go in order to let another better one comes into our life. When you can finally let them go, you'll find a better one: either someone else or y͟o͟u͟r͟s͟e͟l͟f͟. I've proved it and it's worth all the tears and the pain.

note: i got you the new version ;)

when the real you being silent–ain't explaining a single thing to me–then the illusion of you in my dream will do.

She tortures herself by still keeping some stuffs of him,

all the cute pics,

random videos,

the jersey.

While he already gone,

left her with all the unanswered questions.

I don't hate you. But i swear to God that every single ice cream that you eat will remind you of me that one night.

you told me the worst goodbye

letting go ain't that bad tho

(edited it by myself, the background is the beach i visited by the end of 2021)