I haven’t really been online in a while. I’m alive!! Doing a partial hospitalization program for the AN that’s quite overwhelming.
It’s tough but one day I will be much better and so will you, ok!!
there’s no better feeling than coming home and immediately changing into your adam sandler fit
i love the phrase "cruel and unusual." not only is what you're doing mean but it's also quite frankly fucking bizarre
there is no such thing as being "behind in life" but it's okay to recognise that you missed out on some things whilst you were busy surviving
forever in awe of people who pay attention. people who wait for you while you tie your shoes while the others have walked away. when they continue listening intently while the rest of the group stopped listening. noticing your moments of silence when everyone else hasn’t. “this made me think of you” noticing things you never even noticed about yourself. people who say “text me when you get home safe.” people who make you laugh until you cry. childhood friends who keep in touch. people with genuine intentions. people who are soft when the world has given them every opportunity to turn hard. the “let’s get ice cream” at 3am friend. the turn up the music in the car and sing friend. people whose actions match their words. people who make the world feel less chaotic. kindred spirits. the trustworthy and honest. hard workers. good listeners. clear communicators. people who love you for who you are. people who don’t ask you to be anything other than yourself. people who choose you. people who stay.
Elizabeth Sweetheart, “The Green Lady” Kitten Kay Sera, “The Pink Lady” Ella London, “The Yellow Lady” Sandra Ramos, “The Purple Lady” Zorica Rebernik, “The Red Lady”
Akio Takamori (1950-2017)Stoneware Landscapes and Mountains, c. 2015
I am back in hospital, again for electrolyte imbalances. My kidneys aren’t functioning properly, which I guess is part of what’s causing this.
Spent 2 decades thinking “haha, the consequences of anorexia will never get me” - only to be utterly kicked in the teeth now that I’m in my 30s 🤡
Roasted chicken, ginger, daikon, shiitake mushroom soup with lime, cilantro, broccoli sprouts, and rice noodles
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