i dont want to feel abandoned and alone anymore. i dont want to feel abandoned and alone anymore. i dont want to feel abandoned and alone anymore. i dont want to feel abandoned and alone anymore. i dont want to feel abandoned and alone anymore. i dont want to feel abandoned and alone anymore. i dont want to feel abandoned and alone anymore. i dont want to feel abandoned and alone anymore.
I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living
every day it gets harder to live. I get out of bed and don’t know what I’m doing, I don’t know who I am, I don’t know what I want or need. I simply do not exist.
all these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out.
i wish i was dead
it is getting harder for me to want to continue existing
I just want to cut all contact with everyone I know and delete everything and just disappear and i doubt they would even care anyways
me when math class happens
Me rn
cutting my thighs is nice and all but I wanna cut my arms/wrists so badly its a need it just feels nice
i am sorry for being annoying. i am sorry for talking so much. i am sorry for not being skinny. i am sorry for being embarrassing. i am sorry for being ugly. i am sorry for being a disappointment. i am sorry for being weak. i am sorry for being irresponsible. i am sorry for being sad all the time. i am sorry for not being funny. i am sorry for being angry all the time. i am sorry for being dumb. i am sorry for my low grades. i am sorry for being an anxiety ridden human. i am sorry for not being the one. i am sorry for being a bad friend. i am sorry for being alive.
idk how much longer i can force myself to stay alive
Grief hole.
i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT. i need to CUT.
Trust what your soul tells you.
My soul tells me to kill myself
having a rough night rn, wish i could just disappear tbh, nobody would miss me anyway.
i want to crawl back into my depression hole and stay there
I should have been dead by now……
They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone
