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K | She/They | Bisexual
I draw and write sometimes, I probably won’t be consistent at posting because of lack of motivation. See the pinned post for fandoms im a part of :)

Hello fellow Tumblr users!

Here are the fandoms I enjoy :)

This list will probably be updated because I’m very good at forgetting things-

The List:

Across the spiderverse
Attack on Titan
Banana Fish
Black Butler
Boku no Hero Academia
Buddy Daddies
Fruits Basket
Genshin Impact
Given
Haikyuu!!
Hazbin Hotel
Heaven Officials Blessing
Helluva Boss
Link Click
Liz and the Blue Bird
Obey Me
Ouran High School Host Club
Sk8 the Infinity
Soul Eater
The Case Study Of Vanitas
The Legend of Vox Machina (Cartoon)
The Promised Neverland
The Witcher (TV)

Friendly reminder to DRINK WATER.

Have a good day/night!

Link Click Fic (Cheng Xiaoshi angst)

I wrote this last night, and into the morning, and forgot to post it here- PLEASE READ THE TAGS ON AO3 BEFORE READING (there are some potentially triggering subjects)!

Lu Guang doesn't think much of the photo they've been given to dive into. The task was quite easy and straight forward, find a stuffed dino that was misplaced. The boys mother was very desperate, as it was the only thing that seemed to bring her son joy, so they decided to take on the task, as what harm could there possibly be?

The photo brought back some bad memories for Cheng Xiaoshi. Ones that he wished would never resurface, but do without permission regardless of how he feels of them. Cheng Xiaoshi was scared. He was only a child in this photo, he was so small, so helpless. Frozen in fear, both the child and Cheng. Shaking as flashbacks flooded his mind.

It seemed simple, but sometimes how things seem are the polar opposite to what they truly are.

A conversation during dinner at the HOL

Mc: Wanna know something useful?
Satan: Sure
Asmo: Yes darling, please do tell!
MC: You can deescalate any situation by simply saying ‘are we about to kiss’
Beel, who is never going to use this information because he is a golden retriever but he thinks it’s cool because it was MC that said it: Really, anything?
Mammon, casually: No, it doesn’t work for getting out of speeding tickets
Satan: Mammon, how do you kno-
Lucifer, very tired angry mother of 6, and done with all their antics: MAMMONNNNN!!!
MC, making a joke: People say I have a unique way of lighting up the room
Lucifer: It’s called arson and those people are witnesses.
MC, knowing full well they’ve actually done it : Oh luci- that’s a bit dramatic, don’t you think?
Satan, hating that he’s siding with Lucifer: Unfortunately, I agree with Lucifer. I’ve seen it, it is in fact arson, and I was in fact a witness.
MC: it wasn’t that big of a deal…
Mammon, in the distance, very hurt: YOU SET SOME OF MY GRIMM ON FIRE ONCE- IT WAS ARSON, IT WAS A HORRIBLE CRIME, I CANT TRUST YOU ANYMORE!
Lucifer: I think it’s safe to say we should keep you away from fire from now on MC.
Lucifer, trying to teach his brothers valuable life knowledge: Nothing in life is free.
Asmo: Love is free!
Mc: Adventure is free!
Satan, wanting to make Lucifer more angry: Knowledge is free.
Mammon: Everything is free if you take it without paying-
Lucifer, losing his temper: MAMMON-
Mc: Would you stab your best friend in the leg for 10 million Grimm?
Mammon: You stab me, then when my leg gets better, we can buy a big-ass house
Beel, thinking of mammon, knowing a stab to the leg won’t do much to him because he’s a demon: you can stab me too so then it’s 20 million
Mammon, touched and on the verge of tears: *sniff* Aww Beel, good thinking

My favorite quote from Uenoyama (Given manga), and my favorite quote ever (also followed by an analysis/rant that no one will ever read). ⭐️ Near the very end theres another quote from uenoyama that has the same ideas as the one below here

“Hearts are like guitar strings. They won’t play sound if they’re too loose. You have to wind them up until they’re about to break, and that’s when they become a wave the hit your eardrums."

As a musician, this hit HARD. To me I see it as how confidence or passion or love is. Your heart won’t have courage/passion/love unlesss you have the will for it to. The winding is the will to let these things happen, you forcing these things to happen so you can feel them.

Loose strings could be a metaphor for holding back, as when tuning a guitar, it holds back from the sound. It could also represent the fear of not holding back, as when you wind up strings really tight, they can break.

Breaking strings on a guitar hurts, especially if your quite close to them and the catch on to you (unfortunately I know this from experience). Knowing they Uenoyama plays electric guitar, this only makes the pain of that worse, and makes this a stronger point (again, experience, -1000/10 would not recommend, really hurts). Breaking your heart/having it broken hurts, and the strings getting caught only make it worse as the scrape and puncture you and make you feel more hurt. This goes into the loose strings, if you play it safe you won’t get hurt, but the sound won’t be the same. The feeling won’t be the same. The emotion won’t be the same.

When a guitar string feels like it’s about to break, you unwind it, or distance from it if it’s too late to unwind as you’re scared you will get hurt. This is especially true if you’ve been through the pain of a broken string before. When your heart is about to reach its breaking point, people often unwind the progress of how it got there, or they distance themselves from their heart to try and keep it from reaching that point.

To me, this quote can also demonstrate the line between intense emotion and a crash from them, as it says ‘wind them up until they’re about to break’. It shows that when you push yourself too much you will break, so you have to be aware of where before the break will be so you can stop yourself from doing too much.

The wave hitting your eardrums can be a metaphor for the feeling of being whole as you didn’t hold back and didn’t over do it. The perfect amount of risk and holding back is what creates the wave, creates a feeling that makes you feel whole and fulfilled.

“I think the heart is similar to these strings. When the pain is too much to bear and you can’t breathe, it hurts, like the strings laid across your chest are about to snap. It’s just like when you keep strumming and picking at the strings at their very limit, and sometimes they snap. Sometimes you feel like they can’t ever be replaced. But if there were someone to replace your strings for you, like this… I feel like your wounds may heal just a little.”

This quote is also from Uenoyama, and compares the strings to intense emotion, love, heartbreak, grief.

I found that It goes with the other quote and my explanation of the first one in general, so I added it.

Sorry about the lengthiness, I just wanted to let at least someone take away a deeper meaning from these quotes, and to rant because I love these quotes so much.

Thank you for reading! <3

Working on a Lee Yut Lung drawing and I know that the final thing is gonna look wayyyy worse than the sketch. That’s kinda how art arts I guess.

Im very proud of how it turned out, I’m especially proud of the face, I think I got it down pretty well!

I took a what fashion style should I wear quiz in the POV of him, and then looked stuff up. I ended up getting inspired by a top I found and then dug up a whole bunch of reference photos of my boy.

The sketch took about an hour :).

His pants and shoes were born from this photo of him, I cropped it for convenience.

In an anti-Lucifer league meeting…

MC, randomly: If me and Satan were drowning, who would you save?
Belphegor, tired and confused: Why? You two can’t swim?
MC: It’s a hypothetical question, Belphie. Who would you save?
Belphegor, without hesitation: My time and effort.
Satan: I should have figured that would be how he answered.
MC, with a defeated sigh: I honestly don’t know why I was expecting an actual answer

Happy (last minute) birthday Bakugo!

Y’all get a smiley boi bc I said so-

:)

(Technically I’m not to late, because of ✨TiMeZoNeS✨ but even then I’m kinda pushing it bc it’s almost midnight-)

This took me like 2hrs because I wasn’t being lazy and I was rushing to get this finished before midnight so it was done for his birthday.

I have no idea what the backgrounds goal is, but it’s there, and it doesn’t look toooo bad…

Anonymous asked:

im begging you, please make Rei blonde next. i just have to know what he looks like

Little do you know, it was already done-

I just didn’t post it because I didn’t think he looked as good blonde. I ended up doing him too because I figured why not. I used Kazuki’s hair colour to do Rei.

And here’s the full picture I used to do it, it’s just a random screenshot I found online.

Yes, ik one of the tags is baddy daddies- it was an accident but it was too funny to not post it.

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When I went to post this at first, it said content blocked because there may be sensitive or abusive content- IS THIS BECAUSE I TAGGED IT WITH DADDY ISSUES???

I think it’s fine now, if it’s not plz let me know and I’ll try and fix it.

Anonymous asked:

im begging you, please make Rei blonde next. i just have to know what he looks like

Little do you know, it was already done-

I just didn’t post it because I didn’t think he looked as good blonde. I ended up doing him too because I figured why not. I used Kazuki’s hair colour to do Rei.

And here’s the full picture I used to do it, it’s just a random screenshot I found online.

Yes, ik one of the tags is baddy daddies- it was an accident but it was too funny to not post it.

I did a thing-

Idk if this has been done, but I was curious to see what Kazuki would look like with black hair, so I went and did it.

I myself am lazy sometimes, so if you wished to know but didn’t want to put in the effort, then here you are!

I didn’t do the best job, but it gives a rough idea of how he would look, just don’t zoom in too much-

Langaaaaaaa!!! I love him so much and he was so fun to draw!

I think this took about 4.5 hours, I honestly don’t even know because my dumb dumb of a self forgot to keep time stamps.

Procreate pocket is a piece of jdhdjjshgdjkv because it doesn’t show me how long my drawings take 🥲.

Have a good day and DRINK SOME WATER. Hydrate before you diedrate y’all.

Have a good day/night :).

This took 4 hours, I am so proud of myself for staying committed.✨✨✨

Honestly they did him dirty, like my boi just wants some love so give it to him please, I’m begging you🙏

How did this come into existence: I made a spinner wheel of all the fandoms that I wanted to draw for and then made another wheel for what character. I ended up with Yut Lung from Banana Fish.

I didn’t want to go through drawing him in clothes, and kind forgot to add them until it was a little too late, so some shirtless Yut Lung I guess?

I know probably no one will ever see this post, or read this far, but DRINK SOME WATER (in the nicest way possible).

If you even got this far, have a good day (or night) I guess :).