inactive.

hiii i moved to @smallestchurch ^_^

What I’m doing is my family’s legacy - and if I can’t change things here, if I can’t have an effect, then I don’t care what happens to me.

THE BATMAN (2022) dir. Matt Reeves

Your merciful God. He destroyed his own beloved, rather than let a mediocrity share in the smallest part of his glory. He killed Mozart. And kept me alive to torture. 32 years of torture. 32 years of slowly watching myself become extinct.

AMADEUS (1984) dir. Miloš Forman

It’s an animal. You don’t turn your back on a bear. You don’t wear red around a bull. It’s like that. You don’t look at it unless you want its attention.

NOPE (2022) dir. Jordan Peele

The Night Is Short, Walk on Girl (2017) dir. Masaaki Yuasa

Dhampir hunter — your mother was human, but your father was a vampire, and you’re betraying his ancient blood. Your human self is your weaker self. Humans are nothing more than livestock.

VAMPIRE HUNTER D: BLOODLUST (2000) dir. Yoshiaki Kawajiri

If you make it out alive, meet me where Heaven falls. RUINER (2017) dev. Reikon Games

AKUDAMA DRIVE (2020)

AMERICAN PSYCHO (2000) dir. Mary Harron

AKIRA (アキラ) dir. Katsuhiro Otomo

PERFECT BLUE (1997) dir. Satoshi Kon

SHIVERS — I AM LA REVACHOLIÈRE. I AM THE CITY.

*AGENTES IN REBUS*, WHEN YOU WEAR YOUR COAT YOU WEAR MY SOUL. YOU MOVE THROUGH MY STREETS FREELY IN MOTOR CARRIAGES AND ON FOOT. YOU HAVE ACCESS TO THE HIDDEN PLACES.

I NEED YOU. YOU CAN KEEP ME ON THIS EARTH. BE VIGILANT. I LOVE YOU.

EVANGELION: 3.0+1.0: THRICE UPON A TIME (2021) dir. Hideaki Anno, Kazuya Tsurumaki, Katsuichi Nakayama, Mahiro Maeda

Birth of a new world. Neon genesis.

EVANGELION: 3.0+1.0: THRICE UPON A TIME (2021) dir. Hideaki Anno, Kazuya Tsurumaki, Katsuichi Nakayama, Mahiro Maeda

This time you’ll find him! I’m sure of it! I wonder… But, maybe it doesn’t matter. After all, it’s the chasing after him I really love.

MILLENNIUM ACTRESS (2001) dir. Satoshi Kon

NEO TOKYO - 迷宮物語 (1987) dir. Rintaro, Yoshiaki Kawajiri, Katsuhiro Otomo

Figure you can just leave? Figure your frilly friend is more important? She’s no friend. She stands up for herself. She follows only her own rules. Next to her, you sheep are worth nothing.

KAMIKAZE GIRLS (2004) dir. Tetsuya Nakashima

LOVING VINCENT (2017) dir. Dorota Kobiela, Hugh Welchman

Frankly, I thought things would be easy, but they’re not. Every morning when I wake up, I feel so uncertain. I think, I just finally fell asleep, why did you wake me up only to face those same worries over and over? If you were me, would you want to wake up?

YI YI (2000) dir. Edward Yang

There are countless ingredients that make up the human body and mind. A face and voice to distinguish oneself from others…the hand you see when you wake up, your childhood memories and feelings about your future. There’s also the ability to access vast amounts of information from an infinite network. All of that blends to create a mixture that forms me, and gives rise to my conscience.

At the same time though, I feel continually confined within boundaries.

GHOST IN THE SHELL (1995) dir. Mamoru Oshii