i wish inkbrush could do this
Pale summer moonlight shimmers on the seafloor. An octopus, unaware that dawn will bring capture, Rests within a trap, dreaming fleeting dreams…
theres so many trans girls in the world it fills me with joy and hope
DONT KILL URSELF !!! 1 MILLION GIRLS
Kim breaking his one cigarette a day rule if you leave him in Martinaise is still such a deranged narrative choice to me. Kim “he relishes the control he has over his addiction” Kitsuragi from Disco “lungs are the symbol of love in Revachol” Elysium smokes an extra cigarette in silence instead of saying goodbye as he watches you leave. Like. Okay. I know everyone on the face of the planet has commented on this already but every time I watch the clip it wallops me.
its a little maddening to me how few people I've seen relate to the very specific case of memory loss Harry has
like, there's a lot to relate to with this guy, I know, and the whole "I forced myself to forget fundamental things from my past because it made me too sad and now I'm not sure why I'm so messed up but the memories hurt too much" thing is a hell of a specific thing to relate to, but I feel like its. a thing right? like this happens to people yeah? or am I going insane all by myself
like. having people in your life be mad at your for things you don't remember, not knowing why certain things should be significant to you, hearing someone recall a memory with such importance and they look to you because you were there, you shared this experience with them, but there just a blank hole in your head where that should be
not knowing WHEN things happened. having to piece together bits of the past with string because well it'd make sense if this happened after that, right? but having nothing but the logical conclusion to go off of. you remember something and it sucks and it feels so immediate, mustve been a year ago at the most, but then someone is able to corroborate and it happened like 6 years ago and you're more lost than ever, because what the hell happened in those 6 years?
having to ask, ask, ask who you are to people. what they see when they look at you. who you used to be. writing notes. writing so many notes. going through your day normally and you pick up an old piece of paper you don't remember being there and it's so full of foreign emotion. who wrote this? what caused them to feel this way? something unthinkable. horrifying. usurvivable. and you'll never know because no one can tell you
Discord talk reminded me, there’s this strong contender for saddest dialogue option in the game, right?
And I wondered where that came from, how his self-hatred could’ve plunged so low, because we know it’s not true, we’ve been in his head all game, this is self-hatred overriding an obvious reality. “Everyone knows”? who convinced him of that.
So it turned out there’s this:
If this conversation echoes conversations they had the other two times Harry blacked out, we plausibly know where THAT came from.
can i have this job i'm five years old my favorite colour is yellow and i just learned what an amoeba is.
remember when everybody on this website was in high school but like now if i see somebody on here thats in high school im like jesus christ.... are u okay how is that going for you....
they should invent a way to reconnect with old friends that doesnt feel like eating a pile of dirt in front of god
now that the pjõl translation is out I can talk about how vital it is that eventually the boys retire to Vaasa so Kim becomes a taxi driver in a wacky one-sided rivalry with Kenni and how Harry is his adoring househusband who coaches a ragtag local soccer team on the side ❤️
I've been stressed lately so I've been relistening to the Alex Jones depositions to relax. I think my favorite repeating bit is when the plaintiffs lawyer will ask a totally normal question like "Do you recall saying this?" And Alex will go on like a 5 minute rant trying to evade. But he gets so into the evasion rant that he starts to make himself mad and completely loses track of the topic and then the lawyer just goes:
"Mr. Jones do you know what question I just asked you"
This is therapy to me. Listening to a professional lawyer spend hours tearing apart Alex Jones in the most embarrassing possible way is so deeply satisfying to me.
And then the lawyer goes: "can we show exhibit 22" and it's a clip of Alex saying the thing he just denied saying
sometimes the executive function fairy godmother finally shows up, whacks you, and then you’ve got to run around like cinderella on a midnight deadline trying to get things done before time runs out and your brain makes it illegal again
what is it abt south park that makes teenagers watching it black out and write WILDLY out of character yaoi of the racist egg children
all religion is true but all the different gods are fighting each other so they ignore us
this is like, one version of an idea where reality is the integral across all possible worlds. and the actual world is all the parts that don't cancel out. or something.
Combative Demiurge Pantheism
Okokok here's a question. This is NOT to start any fighting or discourse. Don't even fucking THINK about touching this post if you're trying to start shit. That being said:
Responding to some tags because y'all are wonderful and this has sparked a lot of interesting discussion (sorry for some fucky cropping)
TRANSFEM BUTCHES ARE SO UNDERREPRESENTED I love you transfem butches I'm so glad that this poll has come to your attention. Tbh I feel like half the people in the community forget that transfems butches exist and that makes me so upset. Y'all deserve the entire world.
Literally so true gay man butches are absolutely encouraged to vote in this poll it's not lesbian exclusive, just butch
Also so true. Only YOU can decide whether or not you're butch and to impose butchness on transfeminine people especially who don't identify with it can result in transphobia and misogyny, 100%
And that's ok! You don't have to fully understand your feelings, you have no obligation to do that. However you might be interested in looking into the concept of soft butchness, or even butchness that factors into genderfluidity :) Butchness exists on a spectrum like a lot of other things, and you're free to experiment with that.
Afhakhflskf I will say a surprising amount of non-butches have reblogged this post being very supportive or with good insight BUT I KINDA ASSUMED THAT WOULD HAPPEN TBH... Like if you're gonna vote in the fucking Butch Olympics as a non-butch at least spread the damn post around 😔🙏
silence lay steadily.
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