No Ceiling
i heard that guy doesn't have a library card let's kill him
Me and the terrifying supercomputer i pulled by understanding the sexual allure of the machine
“i can fix him” you are literally x10 as fucked up as him
met a couple tonight whose meet-cute was the shorter one saying 'bet you i could kick you in the throat' and the taller one standing there starstruck while their friends backed away slowly, as the challenger proceeded to demonstrate said capability with a gentle leg lift laden with intent
I love media where a sad waterlogged kind of a man turns into a traitorous slut
— Winter, Chen Chen
[text ID: I kept saying, I’m so sorry, shivering, I’m so, I’m sorry. But he said, What? Hey. I love you.]
damn girl there is something very wrong with you! I am captivated and intrigued by your distressing aura and your rabid charm.
IF LIFE IS AS SHORT AS OUR ANCESTORS INSIST IT IS, WHY ISN’T EVERYTHING I WANT ALREADY AT MY FEET
if I make it to heaven, I will ask for all of the small pleasures I could have had on earth. And I’m sure this will upset
the divine order. I am a simple man. I want, mostly, a year that will not kill me when it is over.
A hot stove and a wooden porch, bent under the weight of my people. I was born, and it only got worse
from there. In the dead chill of a doctor’s office, I am told what to cut back on and what to add more of.
None of this sounds like living. I sit in a running car under a bath of orange light and eat the fried chicken
that I promised my love I would stray from for the sake of my heart and its blood
labor. Still, there is something about the way a grease stain begins small and then tiptoes its way along
the fabric of my pants. Here, finally, a country worth living in. One that falls thick from whatever
it is we love so much that we can’t stop letting it kill us. If we must die, let it be inside here. If we must.
HANIF WILLIS-ABDURRAQIB
I WILL BE THE KNIFE THIS TIME.
prayer for the newly damned, ocean vuong / unknown / mercy, yves olade / cut, caitlyn siehl
Hart Crane, from “My Grandmother’s Love Letters”, The Collected Poems of Hart Crane
[Text ID: “There are no stars to-night But those of memory. Yet how much room for memory there is In the loose girdle of soft rain.”]










