I’ve looked in the mirror and for the first time in months.....I hated what I saw. I’m spiralling down. I know what’s next. I hope this either kills me or makes me stronger. Either way I’m fine. If I die that’s fine. If I survive I hope I just have happier times
good things will happen 🧿
things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿
"I never stopped loving him." she said. "I just started not showing it, ever since he told me that he's leaving."
I haven't seen you again. // ma.c.a
So I’ve cut after being clean for about 2 months
idk what to do, I deserve to die
you know that pit in your chest that keeps on growing when the darkness around you swallows you whole and you just cant find a way to escape it without hurting yourself?
my rooms a mess (good rep of my life rn) and i want to cut and im just sinking deeper tbh
dietcoke-and-razorblades
some days im like “i havent eaten in 19 hours and im feelin fine”
and then some days im like “im on my ninth muffin and only the power of god can stop me”
