I don’t want to be suck a burden
The answer to questions I get every time. It's ironic, actually.
"Bakit ka lagi mag-isa? Bakit di ka nag-sosocialize? May problema ka ba? "
I don’t want to be in pain forever
But I deserve to be
I just want to leave like I never existed.
I don’t want anyone to remember me,
I don’t want to hurt anyone.
“i am hard to love.
that, i have always known
but you climbed the barbed wire fences that guarded my heart
and said you were here to stay
i believed you;
that was my mistake
i guess i scared you away;
i was too much for you,
or not enough,
or somewhere in between
but regardless,
the ending remains the same
i am here,
with my lonely, wounded heart
and the shattered remains of every empty promise you made.”
-i am hard to love, but you were easy to lose. c.r.
