here comes the fall

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bea-sim, 27, she/her. there will be blood? like, you promise?
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fieldsofbone

i’m going through my anakin tag because i’m trying to find something and i’m having an out of body experience reading my tags on these posts… nobody is making me talk like this i just open the app and choose it every time

i stand by all of these but especially this one about yoda. “let go of everything you fear to lose” headass

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Another thing is that when this aggression started, we were so worried about winter and how displaced people in tents will survive it. Earlier this week the temperature in Gaza hit 38 degrees (100 Fahrenheit) and we are now wondering how will displaced people survive the heat in those tents.

Just remember that while the tents did not keep rainwater out during winter, they trap the heat in during the summer.

Israel had destroyed over 70% of housing units in Gaza. With nowhere to go, Palestinians built these makeshift tents with pieces of nylon and scraps of fabric. This made it so that the temperature inside the tent is higher than what it is outside.

This is the reality of all the displaced people in Gaza who currently live in tents, who are now dreaming of a sip of cold water as temperatures begin to soar. Remember them and raise your voice for their sake.

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The sick reality is that many of the renowned academics and writers among Gaza's thousands of martyrs will, in twenty years time, be quoted and memorialised by the same universities and institutions that have denigrated them and enabled their slaughter.

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i can’t get over how good the new black veil song is but the VIDEO? THE PRODUCTION VALUE? they’ve always had good and interesting music videos especially with andy’s artistic vision and the world-building he’s so dedicated to, but this is an insane jump to the next level. imo the phantom tomorrow was a new chapter in the quality and depth of their music videos but i’ve never seen a video of theirs that’s as… elaborate? detailed? high-quality? as this one HOLY SHIT!

i saw some people saying they were disappointed that there was no album announcement to accompany the new song and i understand that because i can’t remember a time that they’ve dropped a single that wasn’t from an already-announced upcoming album (save for temple of love but that was a) a cover and b) a collab), but considering the depth of the music video, the sweeney todd concept being a realization of one of andy’s defining artistic influences, the robustness of this project that we’ve seen just from the music video and the rollout leading up to it, AND the fact that andy posted a picture of his notebook for the new album a few months back, i can’t imagine that this is a standalone release. it feels way too big to just be for a single… but i could be wrong! we shall see! all i currently care about is that this video gave me andy covered in blood and killing a cop. he did this for me specifically <3

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i’m turning 28 in june and besties. can i be honest. i have this sense of anxiety and foreboding as i near 30. i love my birthdays and genuinely see aging as a privilege and i think every year that i’m older i feel so much more myself and you couldn’t pay me enough to be 21 again, and i don’t even think that 30 is old! i actually think that, holding the emotional progress i’ve made these past few years constant, i’m going to thrive at 30! i have this idealized image of myself at that age and i am truly looking forward to it! and i do think some of these feelings can be attributed to the fact that my 20s are the first decade of my “adult life” and so i have nothing to compare it to — much in the way that turning 14 felt monumental and terrifying because it signified this arbitrary “transition” — but regardless of all of my cognitive recognitions i cannot seem to shake this feeling.

and i feel so conflicted about it for all the aforementioned reasons, but also because i fundamentally think our anti-aging culture is goofy and ludicrous and pernicious but i am also a member of the dominant culture so even with my beliefs and even as much as i know the anti-aging programming i am inundated with is horseshit meant to make me buy shit, i still feel it! i am still susceptible! and i will be fully honest that some of my fears / anxieties are vain or superficial. like i can admit that some of my thoughts are in the vein of “will i still be considered pretty as i age” which, again! i recognize as probably sounding insane or frivolous to people, but it is in my brain nonetheless. anyway i don’t know the point of sharing this on tumblr instead of journaling it but maybe i’m hoping that someone else understands this and i am not donkey kong king kong crazy

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rewatching house for the first time since i watched when it was airing. what is the heterosexual explanation for why house knows which days of the week wilson wears which ties