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Fenix Minerva

@fenix-minerva

He/Him—Straight—Filipino American—Older than Gordon Freeman—Real name is Kevin Soler
I’m a left-leaning gamer that has a thing with smut. I’ll try my best to be SFW with my posts but you’re on your own when you explore my likes.

My resentment towards billionaires is nothing compared to my utter hatred towards Elon Musk.

With people like Bill Gates and Mark Zuckerberg, all I want of them is to be taxed.

Elon however, that fucker needs to suffer. I want that man’s head on a pike.

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I'm a big fan of New Vegas, and I enjoy discussing the factions and conflicts of the Mojave to this day. My question is related to the Legion: if you play as a female courier and support the legion, would that open up the path for other women to take more active roles in the military? Given how the legion is constantly adapting, and Ulysses doesn't seem too surprised if you're a female legionairre, it doesn't seem that far fetched.

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Thanks.  I know this doesn’t really answer the question, but I’d like to use your particular question to address something more broadly.  I think it may help avoid some frustration for people who ask me speculative questions that I don’t answer.

For reasons stemming largely from my personal tastes and my academic corruption by postmodernists, I think it is actively bad/harmful for me to color outside of the lines of the content I’ve helped create.  If I write the story of Joshua Graham and Daniel, define them within the context of the game, and describe the outcomes of player choices within the context of the game, I think I should refrain from speculating on those characters/events beyond the game’s boundaries.

There are a few reasons for this.  First, it’s not my setting and they’re not my characters.  If Bethesda wanted to have Arcade, Joshua Graham, and Caesar go on a space trip with the Mothership Zeta aliens and fly to Venus, that’s their call.  I don’t have any say in the matter.

Second, even if it legally were my intellectual property, I feel like putting down stakes outside of the boundaries we created in the game is limiting for future authors.  Not only Bethesda, but also gamers and modders.  I don’t think that is a good or fair way to exert authorial influence.

This also extends to “approving” or “disapproving” of ideas or content either implicitly or explicitly.  My opinion is no more important than anyone else’s.  It’s not that I don’t have opinions about someone’s companion mod, their speculative fan fiction, or the entirety of Fallout 4.  I have opinions about all of these things, but it is the nature of many fans to latch onto my opinions as though they have more weight and validity than I feel they do.  For that reason, I almost never give my opinion on these things.  That being said, you’re not missing much.  I wouldn’t be saying anything that hadn’t already been covered ad nauseam by other people on the internet.

Finally, my intentions aren’t important.  Well, I think they’re important in a certain context to understand what we were trying to do and why we failed to execute on that (e.g. the desired genetic diversity of Honest Hearts tribes vs. what we shipped with for technical reasons).  Even that is, for me, a grey area that I prefer to not dive into unless I believe it can be helpful for other people.  It has no value for “absolving” us of the mistakes we’ve made, but it can help people understand how ideas can be malformed in implementation.  Essentially, they can serve as cautionary tales.

Where this really applies is things like cut content, incomplete notes/stories found in the world, and even Joshua Graham’s few sentences of untranslated speech to Salt-Upon-Wounds.  If it didn’t wind up in the game, it’s not there, period.  The reasons may have been driven by scheduling, gameplay pacing, or a purposeful choice to make something ambiguous, but in all cases, it was never in the shipped product.

I get messages from a lot of creative and curious people asking questions like the one you posed.  I think it is better and more productive for these questions to be asked in communities where the ideas can be debated, where you will (hopefully) be forced to defend your opinions and push others to defend theirs.  Or don’t ask them at all and just create content – stories in your head, fan fiction, illustrations, whatever – that explore the ideas that you have.  Yeah, there are things that we wanted to do for post-Hoover Dam reactivity in Fallout: New Vegas that we didn’t get to do.  For someone who’s interested in modding in post-HD reactivity, what they think should happen is infinitely more important than what I wanted to do.

It would be contrary to the spirit of creative expression for me to opine on the validity or quality of speculation that pokes past the borders of what I have directly created.  I wish that my opinions were just taken at the same value as anyone else’s, but I know that they often are not – and can even be used as cudgels between passionate and disagreeing fans.  I prefer to build these worlds, characters, and ideas as they are needed and leave their boundaries blank, open, and as free to individual interpretation as possible.

This is one of the reasons why, if the stories of the Mojave Wasteland are never revisited in an official Fallout product, I take great solace in knowing that I will never have to invalidate a single player’s choices by making a “canonical” ending.  They’re yours, and right, forever.

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i swear it would be easier to explain if someone looked over my shoulder and saw me watching porn than to explain some of the posts on my damn dashboard…this being one of them

Meanwhile in Arkansas, Governor Sarah Suckabee Sanders just legalized child labor.

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It's probably important to emphasize that the relaxation of child labour laws isn't directed at white children, or more broadly the children of middle and upper class American citizens. These changes to labour laws are intended to make it even easier for employers to exploit the labour of migrant children, who already make up a not unsubstantial portion of the manufacturing and meat packing sectors.

Twitter update

All twitter images are currently completely broken.

Update: Apparently (and if this turns out to not be true I will come back and correct it), this is because an update just went out that paywalls Twitter's API. And apparently they have restricted access to the API.....from themselves.....

Incredible

If only he had some engineers to help fix this......

Oh, btw external links on twitter don't work either, so that's fun.

It's worth noting that while this is going on, Elon's vibing in Jordan Peterson's mentions (posted minutes after he said he was informed of this)

And now its all back to normal. I expected there'd be a fix, but Twitter having moments like these so often is very very funny

Fixed it:

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please for the love of god turn ur sound on

*boston accent*  “It takes a pet like NO PRABLEM! Nat afraid at alll, Thats a great cat right there..”

Here he is all grown up!

His name is Maui and he still takes a pat like no phrawblem

But he’s still giving you the stink eye because he’s actually a New York bodega cat at Willy’s Deli in Brooklyn and you know how New Yorkers are about Bostonians

That’s a great cat right there

Also his whittle white peety paws 😍😍😍

I love how they’re evaluating him like a car

always reblog Maui, a great cat right there

Rating: Not Cute

This cat is a New Yorker

Every time I play through HL2 and get to Black Mesa East I feel bad Gordon doesn’t get a chance to take a break, get out of his suit, rest up and do some science for a bit. 

You know Instead of immediately getting thrown into zombie hell. Please just let the boy eat a meal and take a nap.

If people are sad about The Wizard Facism game coming from someone you used to look up to and admire, may I suggest an author whose books are filled with nuanced characters and strong, dynamic women?

Tamora Pierce has been writing since the 80’s and has two worlds of magic and fantasy and bonus!!! Isn’t a transphobic POS.

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Tamora's readership has a lot of overlap with mine, and I'm pleased to stand by her side regarding this.