Might fuck around and self destruct…
Healing is NOT linear
Healing isn’t just moving on from the things that hurt you. Healing is having good days. The good days that you almost forget that you were ever hurt in the first place. Healing is having bad days. The bad days where you cry all day long and you have no idea why or how to stop. It’s the bad days that are random and come out of no where. You could be okay for weeks or even months and now you’re sad, you want nothing more then to be alone and you have absolutely no idea why. Most of the time there’s no in between with the good days and the bad. And most of the time you have to sit on this emotional roller coaster and just deal with it. Healing isn’t easy but in the end it’s a beautiful thing
Stop asking me if I’m okay, cause what the fuck you gonna do if I’m not?
I feel so out of place in life, because I don't think I was supposed to make it this far
I had a love/hate relationship with the stars because I couldn’t understand them and I couldn’t understand why you loved them so much. Then you passed away and I realized that you were the stars and I couldn’t stop staring at them. Now I look at them and see you and I love them for that.
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it’s 5am and all I’m thinking is how wrong it’s to be breathing
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Marina Tsvetaeva, from The Selected Poems of M. T.; “Poem of the End,”





