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Part blind, female, (23), (Straight)
Video gamer, artist, piano player, writer, and sings. Has a HUGE fictional character crush on Chrom from FE: Awakening. And, draws art..., sometimes. You can also find me on my Roleplay Blogs @ask-Kailey-feaoc, @ask-robin-fea, @ask-validar-fea, @ask-rebecca-feaoc, @ask-chrom-fea, & @ask-tatshiro-feoc!
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Hello ya’ll! I’m FEAZeldagamer2247, I’m a part blind otaku/gamer, artist, fanfic writer, piano player! I have so many obsessions in the fandom section! Lol let me make a list for rules and things that I absolutely love!

Favorite Fandoms
Honestly I’m a huge nerd when it comes to fandoms. Here are a few fandoms I love, and that I’m happy a part of!

  • Fire Emblem (Awakening, Fates, Heroes, Warriors, & Three Houses.)

  • Legend of Zelda (Obviously everything Zelda related, except for the CDI games.)

  • Anime!!!! (From SAO, Attack on Titan, Demon Slayer, Fairy Tail, Bungou Stray Dogs, DRRR, & many more!)

  • Percy Jackson (Absolutely love Percy Jackson, Heroes of Olympus, Trials of Apollo, Kane Chronicles, Magnus Chase, & Aru Shah novels!)

  • How To Train Your Dragon (I am in love with HTTYD!)

  • Disney (I mean, who doesn’t love Disney?!)

  • Star Wars (I recently became obsessed with Star Wars when I was 15, and I still love it! I mostly prefer the movies 1-7, and I absolutely love SW The Clone Wars, Rebels, & The Mandalorian.) PS: Ahsoka is my fav!

  • Marvel (I actually recently have been into Marvel. My favorite heroes are Iron Man, Thor, Doctor Strange. As well as my favorite villain, Loki!)

  • Dungeons & Dragons: I absolutely love DnD & Critical Role. (I’m actually running my first ever campaign in VR Chat!)

  • Video Games (I know I already listed Fire Emblem & Zelda, but I also love Animal Crossing, Mario Kart, SSBU, Crash Bandicoot, Guitar Hero, and Shin Megami Tensei! I also recently got into Persona! Specifically Persona 5/Royal!)

Welp, that’s it for now! I hope you enjoy my blog!

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Punk & New Girl Chapter 3 - Bonding

Tatshiro stands outside by the gates. Waiting for Shea to come out from class. Since Tatshiro defended her from the jerk that was hitting on her & they had lunch together, they made it a routine to spend time together.

They didn’t officially; but they made it a regular thing.

He looked ahead of the path that led to the school. The path was a stone path, cherry blossom trees line up on the sides, yet to be in season.

His thoughts trace back to Shea. Wondering where she is right now. She usually doesn’t take long such, as, ten minutes to come from class. He hopes that she isn’t in trouble like when with that asshole. Maybe he should check on her—

“Tatshiro!”

He turned around, seeing Shea running toward him. In a rush as she holds her book bag close to her chest but sorta slipping from her grasp but try to hold onto it tight to keep it from dropping.

Tatshiro gave a small smile, Along with a wave. Now in front of him, she bend a little. Panting as she try to breathe for air.

“Hey.” He greeted. Placing his hands on his hips. “Wonderin’ where you were.”

“S-Sorry…! Got… distracted…” she said in between breaths. “But I’m here now.”

Nice recovery. He thought. “Well… let’s going now.”

“Yeah.”

Now standing up straight, she walks side - by - side with Tatshiro, pressing on down the streets.

Buildings were lined up together. Almost looked like they were attached together. Some were convenient stores, grocery stores, restaurants,karaoke bars, so on & so forth. Some had signs that had bold letters with the words ‘open’ or ‘closed’ depending what days & time they could be open or closed.

Shea stop for a moment, looking to the side where a building that was a restaurant. Transfixed by it. Is she still hungry, even from lunch? He turned on his heels, facing the distracted blonde. “You hungry?” Tatshiro asked. She glanced to him, giving a small nod.

“Yeah. Tend to get hungry after a while.” She scratched the back of her head, swaying a bit. Her eyes didn’t looked at him at first but do meet his gaze. “You didn’t had lunch today, right?”

“How’d you—“

“I have eyes, Tatshiro.” She teased. A playful smirk with her sapphires gleaming with cheekiness. “I came to eat with you at lunch today, but I saw you weren’t in the best mood so…”

she paused for a moment. Holding her arm.

“I wanted to give you space, so I left you alone. But I look back at you a few times & saw that you didn’t had any food.”

He stared at the girl, dumb - founded. She’s sharp, he’ll give her that.

But does that mean she wanted to eat with me? He realized. Damn, he wouldn’t have mind her company. In fact, he would’ve like her there. Considering that he has to deal with jerks & idiots harassing him, her usual positive, bubbly, aura would have help with his mood when pissed off or frustrated.

She worries too much. He sighed.

“Y’know…” He started. “If you wanted to sit with me, I wouldn’t mind it.”

“Huh?” Her face gave a confused but her eyes still glistening.

“You don’t have to worry about bothering me. It’s fine, really,” He reassured. Tatshiro’s crimson orbs peered at her in reassurance, hoping that his cheeks weren’t painted in red.

She gave a smile, looking away from him as her cheeks have pink coating on hers, not really making an attempt to hide it.

“Kay’…” She responded.

There’s a brief silence that actually felt painful in an awkward sense. He didn’t know what to say after that. What should he say to her?! God, he’s still not used to it. Having a girl have a crush on him. Not that it’s bad, it’s just new to him.

“A-Anyway!—“ She blurted. Breaking the silence, pulling her ponytail to one shoulder. Threading through her blonde locks. “You didn’t had lunch, right?” She asked.

“Yeah. Didn’t grab some on the way.”

“Grab some?”

“Yep.” He confirmed. “Got some food from a store, yesterday. But not today.”

Shea’s expression changed to nervous. “Did you had any money?”

“Nope.”

“Yeah, I figured as much.”

Well she did knew that he lived on the streets before being sent to juvie, so what was she expecting?

“Wait a minute— How the hell you didn’t get caught? Normally shop owners would want to report shoplifting?”

“Who knows.” He shrugged.

Probably they were too lazy to do so. At least he’s off the hook for now. But if he keeps at it, they’ll possibly catch on; and he’s not planning to go back to prison. Back to Shea, with his focus back on her, her face was still the same: anxious. Evident by a sweat drop & furrowed; along with uneasy eyes. Is she seriously still worried by this?

“Hey, c’mon, they didn’t caught me this time, so it’s fine.”

Yeah, but—“ She paused. Looking down to the ground. But lifts it up with more composure but there was a sense of seriousness. “I just want you to be careful, okay? I like you here so if need help like, needing food— I don’t mind.”

Tatshiro was a bit taken aback. Despite how soft her voice is, she said it with conviction. Aside from being way too nice, she takes things a bit too seriously.

“Really, it’s no big deal. I didn’t get caught last time, so it’s fine.”

“Still… can you promise me you’ll be careful, please?” She pleaded. Giving a bit of puppy - dog eyes, her two oceans still shining, her lips pursed.

She’s not gonna give up, is she?

Giving another sigh, he responds. “Fine. But don’t expect much.”

She smiles. “Kay’. As long you’re not gettin’ into trouble & are safe, it’s good enough for me.”

The red paint on Tatshiro’s cheeks grew darker. The genuine sweet smile spread across her face making his heart beat a bit faster.

“Anyway, since you didn’t have lunch today— want to eat here?” She asked. Pointing to the restaurant. “I have some cash.”

Tatshiro hesitated for a moment. He felt a bit bad for letting her pay from her pocket to get him food when he didn’t.

“You sure? Don’t you need that for somethin’ more important.” She shook her head.

“It’s fine. Usually I use it for food & others things, but I got that covered for the time.” She gave her argument. “Plus, I have a part - time job & get payed on Wednesdays, so I should be okay.”

She had a point there. He’s still apprehensive about this but he doubt she’s gonna give up… might as well.

“Fine. You win.” He relented. Her smile grew more. “Sweet! Well, c’mon!” She urged. Grabbing the knob of the fancy, red, door.

Tatshiro gave a chuckle. “All right, all right, I’m comin’.”

With that said, she opens the door, Tatshiro following behind her.”

As the two entered the restaurant, a boy with brown hair watch with a bitter expression & gritted teeth.

Seeing the punk that beat the shit out of him & that blonde chick that got him beat up being all buddy - buddy is ridiculous. The hell she hanging around a guy like that? It irritated him that the bitch was with a guy that is notorious at school & is dangerous

“Like hell I’m lettin’ that chick slip through my fingers.” He said under his breath.

Frustrated, he storms off, heading in a different direction.

Once again, Tatshiro was waiting for Shea. She forgot her books in class. He breathes out a sigh. He’s probably gonna make it a habit to meet up with her at class so she doesn’t forget anything or get distracted.

Though it’s kinda cute that she’s a bit easily distracted & forgetful. He chuckled at the thought.

“Well, if it isn’t scar face.”

Tatshiro whipped his head to where that insult came from but wasn’t surprised by the person who said it.

It was the same asshole that was pressuring Shea. He glared at the brunette. What the hell does he want?

Best for him to not let his anger get to him. He traces back to what he promised Shea. He usually doesn’t do stuff like this, but the way she looked at him with genuine concern & a sense of worry in her softspoken voice made Tatshiro feel a pang of emotion that he would assumed as gulit but there was still more to it then that.

He doesn’t want her to worry. At least… not more than she already has.

Tatshiro directs his eyes away from the guy, trying to ignore him.

“Where’s your girlfriend? Grabbin’ her books while you wait for the Bombshell?” Ryan continued. His voice held an irritating teasing, almost mocking in a way.

The mention of Shea being his girlfriend made the purple - haired punk’s heart skip a beat. But the sense of mockery in his voice made him clench his fist. His blood red orbs went back to the jerk.

“She’s not my girlfriend. We’re just friends.” He refuted.

“You sure? Because you two sure act the part.” Ryan retorted. “Walkin’ home together; eatin’ out together; you two dumb faces turnin’ red as apples.”

Did he really have to list that off? Tatshiro though. They’re just hanging out. Sure, he has a crush on her & he knows that she likes him too. But they didn’t really want further than that. But he would be lying if he didn’t want that, a little. But that’s none of this asshole’s business.

“So what? That doesn’t concern you.”

Ryan scoffs. “Like hell it doesn’t! How the hell you get your hands on a chick like that? You’re just a punk who beats the shit out of people & steals from stores.”

Tatshiro gritted his teeth. The hell does he know? So what if she likes to hang out with him? At least she has common decency & doesn’t judge people at first blush; & the last time he remembered, Ryan was the asshole that was pushing Shea’s boundaries; Tatshiro wanted to help get her out of that situation because he couldn’t leave like that.

“Do you seriously believe that you deserve a hottie like that? The fact she’s dumb enough to fall for a violent person like you baffles me!”

He’s really pushing it.

He smirks. “Makes you wonder, huh? She’s a cutie but her taste sucks ass!”

“You son of a— I told you! We aren’t dating! You don’t know a thing; & you better watch it when you’re talking about Shea like that!”

“How ‘bout you make me?” The brunette raised his fists in a fighting pose.

With his anger finally boiling over, he lunges a fist at Ryan… but stops. His fist hanging in mid - air as it almost knocked out the blond that was blocking his punch. Her expression stern but with a tinge of concern. The promise that he made to her came back to his mind again.

“Can you promise me you’ll be careful, please?”

Those words play in his head. He nearly broke that promise. He just hated how the asshole was talking about her. But seeing her stop him; her unusually firmness, compare to her gentle, softness makes him reconsider this. It’s not worth it. He wants to keep the promise he made to her. He lowers his hand, Shea smiling at him, now. Like she was proud of him.

She turns around, her back now facing him.

That was a close one. One moment later, she wouldn’t have stopped Tatshiro from doing some regrettable. With her gaze now focused on Ryan.

“Well look who decide to come & say hello.”

She glared daggers at him. “What are you doin’?”

“Just havin’ a chat with your boyfriend.”

“How many times am I—“

Shea holds out her arm, blocking Tatshiro when trying to get closer. She glances at him, sterness remained but still soft & kind.

“Don’t let him get to you. I’ll handle this, kinda my fault you’re in this—“

“This ain’t your fault.” He cut her off. “He’s the one causin’ problems. You didn’t do anything wrong.”

The blonde smiled. Even though a part of her is still believes that she kinda got him involved in this, but she appreciates his words telling her that this wasn’t her fault. After a second, he backs up. Clear sign that he’s trusting her with this. She redirects her sapphire orbs back to Ryan.

“What me & Tatshiro to each other is none of your business.”

“Oh, c’mon! This scumbag kicked my ass when I was bein’ friendly!”

She rolled her eyes. “Friendly? Really? Last time I checked, you were pushin’ me for my number when I made it clear that I didn’t want to.”

She remembered it pretty clearly. It was the first time that she interacted with Tatshiro after all. She was gonna head into class, ready to start class like she usually does. Then he came up to her, trying to chat her up; asking for her number. before her shyness kicked in, she gave a simple shake of her head. But he kept pushing her; figuratively & literally to get her to give in.

She knows that Tatshiro was only protecting her from getting hurt.

“Oh for the love of— if you just said yes, then that stuff wouldn’t be an issue!”

Why would I say yes to givin’ my damn number to a guy that takes joy in hurtin’ people & makin’ people feel lessen then you!” She shot back. “You’re an ass who does cruel things for the sake of your ego. I want nothin’ to do with you!”

She seen him how he treats people. How he attacks those that are weak & frail; hitting on girls that he found attractive, yet treats them like they were more objects then human beings; and just acts like a bully! She doesn’t want to associate with a person like that.

“Why you little—“ he stops mid - sentence. The anger that washed over his face, changed to him giving a chuckle. Becoming more smug. “That’s rich, isn’t it?”

What is?” She asked.

“You think you’re any better? Nice try bitch, I see right through you.”

“What are you—“

“You’re Leon Kennedy’s kid, aren’t you?”

She froze. So he knows about that too. Shadow cast over her face, her stare becoming more intense at the smug jerk.

“Yeah.. so what?” She spoke in a rough voice, almost curt.

“Kinda interesting when you criticize me for being an ass & thinkin’ people are less than me when you’re no better.”

“What are you gettin’ at?”

“I see how you mimic his character. His stance, his energy, his bravery. What’s with that? You think you’re better than him that you can steal what makes him a big deal at central city?”

Shea steps back, getting closer to Tatshiro from behind. “T-That’s—!”

“I mean, c’mon! Your guardian is ten times better than you. He’s strong, charismatic, works for the goddamn government & is beloved by the city. But you? What’s to like about you aside your looks & him bein’ by your side at all times?”

“Whatchu you say?!” Tatshiro snapped.

“You’re just his litt’ sidekick who just have issues like… your mommy & sissy fighting every two minutes.”

Great… he also knows about that.

“Who would want to be with a girl who has her nose in a book, quiet as a mouse. Who tries desperately to be like the big shot that took you in. What did he even see in you?”

His words cut like a knife. Digging into her heart as the facts were layed out verbally. Shea just standing, quietly. Mouth agape as if trying to think of something to say but struggle to get words out. Meanwhile, Tatshiro was seething. Pissed off by a petty individual who was hitting all the lows he could. But trusting Shea can handle it, but clearly can see that Ryan’s words were getting to her. But wanting to give her space.

“…”

“What? Cat got your tongue?”

He wasn’t wrong… Leon was a lot more better than she was. He was beloved by the city, having such admiration & trust from the city. While she easily blend into the background. Compare to his strength, charisma & knew how to talk to people without being awkward & shy. She figured that if she like emulate his great qualities, then maybe… she would have something Leon could be proud of, along with hoping that it could help people see her in a more positive light then the girl who’s family she used to have struggling emotionally & mentally.

But she’s not about to let this guy get the satisfaction of getting under her skin.

“What about me & Leon’s relationship is none of your business. Now will you excuse us, we’re on our way & please leave us alone & quit trying to antagonize us!”

Without another word, she grabs Tatshiro’s hand, heading for the front gates as fast she could walking trying to get away from Ryan.

“S-Shea, slow down!”

Her hold was an iron grip. Grasping his risk tightly, so much so that it kinda hurt. He try to call out to her so she could slow down & let go before she end up bruising his risk. But no luck.

“Shea, stop!”

Finally she stopped. Letting go of his hand, coming to a full stop. Tatshiro hold his risk into his other hand. Trying to help the sorta throbbing pain due to Shea’s strong hold on him. She’s pretty tough.

She turned to face him, looking surprised but changed to guilt & remorse. Backing up a bit.

“Oh, gosh. I’m so sorry. I didn’t realize what I was doin’.” She apologized. “Did I hurt your hand?”

“No, no, I’m fine. Just sting a bit.”

“I’m sorry.”

He waved a hand. “I said I was fine. Seriously, don’t worry about it.”

She seemed unconvinced. Her gaze off him again. Guilt remained on her face. “Shea… I get it. You were upset with what that asshole was sayin’.”

He stepped a bit closer to her. Shea glanced back to him. Her blue oceans gleaming with worry.

“Are you sure?” She asked. Tatshiro responded with a nod.

She was still on edge. But a smile spread across her lips, a sign that his words easing her at least, a little bit. Earning a similar grin from him.

Tatshiro skim the area. They must’ve drifted from town to a park when Shea made a sharp turn from down town. The park was any typical park. A small playground with swings, slides & an obstacle course. Along with a few benches away a couple distance from the small playground.

They should rest for a bit. Shea is pretty shaken. Like the words that Ryan spout out upset her. Like they hit somewhere that shook her to her core. He just doesn’t want to leave her like this. He turns to her. Speaking in a gentle voice.

“Hey, how ‘bout we go sit down?”

She stared at him confused. “But… don’t we gotta—“

“It can wait. C’mon.” He wasn’t gonna let her finish that & dismissed her feelings or other than that; ignore that she was upset. He shrugs his shoulder to the playground. Gesturing her to there as he goes ahead. With a bit of hesitation, she follows Tatshiro. Plopping herself on the bench, next to him. Hunched over; with her arms resting on her upper legs. Tatshiro leaned his back against the back of the bench, along with his elbow.

“……”

Once they sat down, there was nothing but awkward silence. The purple - haired punk not really sure what to say or do. He isn’t really good at stuff like this. But he’s hoping she’ll be okay. She didn’t look good there when that idiot was saying things that possibly felt personal for her.

She sat there, silently. Not sure what to do or say. Her heart at a fast pace of a racing car on a race track. Her body slightly shaking, she didn’t expect his words to get to her so much. She just glad that it didn’t hit her when dealing with him.

She wish though Tatshiro didn’t have to get involved in this becau of her…

“I’m sorry.” She whispered. Her ponytail falling to the side of her face.

“For what?”

“For gettin’ you in this situation. Because he wants me, and you helped me— you’re bein’ attached by a jerk who is bitter.”

She heard what Ryan was saying to him, at least the snippets when she left school. Tatshiro being dragged to this uncomfortable conflict, because a guy that has interest in her wants to date her, even it means involving people that shouldn’t be. Kinda makes her think that Tatshiro would be better if he didn’t defend her.

Don’t get her wrong, she’s happy that he protected her. She just wished that it didn’t have went from there to here.

“Hey… look at me.”

Her vision that was looking down the cement ground; along with her black flats that she usually wear before switching them with her brown dress shoes, to Tatshiro’s crimson.

“This isn’t your fault. The dumbass was the one causin’ a problem. You didn’t do anything wrong.” He reassured.

“But…” there was more she was gonna say but the words couldn’t seem to form.

“You were just mindin’ your own business, weren’t you?” She nodded sheepishly. “Then he was the one in the wrong. Puttin’ this pressure on you, so you could go out with him.”

He peered into her sapphires, Held gentle conviction as he really believed that. A light flutter flow in her stomach. A small smile form.

“So, don’t be sayin’ it’s your fault. Because it isn’t. Okay?”

“…Okay. Thanks.”

He shared a similar smile. Mouthing “good”

His eyes… she didn’t really realized how pretty his fire orbs were. They were like the shade of burning flames when wood was in place that would soon become cinders. But his was going strong. Like it wouldn’t go out no matter what.

They’re beautiful.

The laughter of small children playing on the playground snap her out of the trance she was in. Realizing that she was staring at him, red warmth enveloped in her pale cheeks.

Shyly, she looked away. Bringing her legs up to her chest, hiding her face in between her knees. Tatshiro also seemed to be staring too, as he direct his gaze away from her.

Along with also a red tint under his dark skin.

Cute.

The fast pace of her heart picks up again. But not due to an anxiety like earlier. More so, to her dorky crush on this boy that she’s been getting to know for about, maybe a month? But, either way, she’s getting anxious again. To calm her nerves, she rummaged through her pocket of her sky blue skirt. Pulling out what helps when she’s overwhelmed.

It was a picture that she had since, she was… eight? The photo was a shot of her when she was still very young. Leon by her side…

Well, more like she was on his shoulders with her tiny fingers holding his shoulders. Her camera shyness showing through her tiny blush & meek face. Leon on the other hand, was standing strong; poise even. Her guardian always stand with self - assurance. Always brave, always charismatic. It’s one of the things she loved about him.

This is one of her fondest memories when she was a kid. Even though things get hectic, she’s grateful that he’s in her life.

“That your old man?”

Before she noticed, Tatshiro was leaning in. Not too close, but close enough that he can see the picture. Possibly curious about her picture. She shook her head. “No. But he could be.”

“What do you mean?” He perked a brow. Examining the shot of a memory of the past more closely. Scooting closer.

“He’s been with me since I was a kid.” She explained. “But isn’t… really… my father.”

Tatshiro’s eyes widened. “So you’re… adopted?”

“Yeeep. Took me in when I was six. He was a visitor at an orphanage I was stayin’ at for a while before he did.”

To clarify, when Shea was still young her parents passed away after an accident. Because of that, she was taken into an orphanage as she had no relatives in her life that could take care of her. There was one was thought of, but the only ones were her sister. But she skipped town when she was still pretty young so… that was out. The orphanage it is. She didn’t necessarily hate it, but like school, it wasn’t always a pleasant place.

Some of the orphans were schoolmates of hers. Being a few that bullied her a lot as a kid. Since, she already dealt with it so much in elementary so, it wasn’t new for her. But after three weeks of her time there, Leon came. She doesn’t know the details of why he did, but whenever he did, he was always happy to see her.

Sometimes he brings her food or gifts. Even helped her with school work & kept her company so she wouldn’t feel lonely.

Eventually he took her in. Becoming a second parental guardian in her life. During a time that she felt like where she was at - a - all - time - low, got a bit more bearable.

“Shea?”

Shea look up to Tatshiro. “Yeah?”

“You okay? You kinda… spaced out.”

“Oh! I’m fine. Just was thinkin’ for a bit.” She said. Taking pieces of blonde strands behind her ear.

“Um, Tatshiro?”

“Yeah?”

“Thanks… for what you said.”

He lets out a chuckle.

“You’re welcome.”

A/N: it is finally done! I wasn’t expect this chapter to take this long that it took possibly two months to finish. But I did it & had a field day with it. Originally I was gonna call this rumors, but it was more of bonding to me so I changed it. This is an original chapter & a few chapters will be original so I hope I did okay with Tatshiro’s dialogue. Pray to god I did. I hope you enjoy Zelda! Let me know what you think but note, it’s a long one! Good luck! ^^;

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Punk & New girl Chapter 2 - Lunch Date

The same piercing bell rang for the final time, finally. Shea stands up on her two feet, stretching out her arms. Thank god it’s finally over! As much she understands why she needs to be here, doesn’t mean she’s not gonna think it’s a drag. Unless it was involving writing, she’ll most likely wish for the sweet release of death to not endure agonizing long hours of class.

But she lived! It’s over.

Now she better get moving! With the same excitement that she felt this morning, she grabs her book bag & made a mad dash for the school courtyard. Where Tatshiro defended from the creep that was pushing her to go out with him.

The courtyard was mostly vacant, but had a few benches with a few trees that were next to the sides, giving it shade. Along with a few flower bed, with all sorts of flowers; like tulips, sunflowers, dandelions & her favorite, roses.

Her sapphire eyes skim over the scenery, trying to find the rough student that got her out in a pinch. Her gaze catch familiar purple, messy hair. Along with the same jacket that closely paired with his locks. There he is! She thought.

With her usual sweet smile on her face. She jogged to him but trying to not make it look she was running, concealing her excited energy.

Now within his range, her hand reach out to his shoulder, her small fingers barely gracing his shoulder. “Ta-“

Before she could get a word out, Tatshiro whipped to her at the speed of lightning, giving a threatening glare, his crimson eyes were intense as a burning fire.

“You assholes back for more-“ he stopped, realizing the figure was not someone trying to bother him, but Shea.

From his harsh tone & quick speed Shea backed up, holding out her hands in fear but not of him of her being hit, more so, being started.

“Oh… it’s you.” He realized. Lowering down his fist; his glare change to more of a stern expression. “Y…Yep. It’s me.” She said awkwardly, still in shock.

The two young adults sat down on the bench, munching down on their lunch. There now being a long pause between the two. Things getting real awkward. Gosh, dang it. She hates it when this happens! Being too shy to start conversation or even try to engage with people. C’mon Shea, you promise yourself you try to not be so awkward. So, just… talk to him! She scolded herself.

She turns to the boy, her lips trembling a bit.

“So, uh… whatcha’ you doin?”

“I’m listening to music. What’s it look like?” He replied. Scrolling on his phone, through his playlist of songs.

“Well… what music you’re listening to?” She lean in a bit. Getting a closer look but trying not to invade his personal space. Tatshiro sighed.

“My chemical romance.”

“My chemical romance?” Shea tilted her head to the side.

“The rock band, y’know? Emo rock, stuff like that.” Shea just looked at him, confused.

Shea loved music, too. But she never really heard or listen to a band called “My chemical romance” plus, she really wasn’t into emo rock, she was more of… a taylor swift & Nickleback lover.

“Th-They’re famous for their songs. Teenagers, mountains of decay.” She averts her eyes from him, her sight going all over the place.

“Tell me at least, you heard the song black parade.”

“Uhh…”

She looked away. A bit embarrassed that she didn’t know my chemical romance. Pulling her ponytail to one side, playing with the ends of her hair.

“You know what, just—“ he pulled out an ear bud; gestures Shea to take it. “—Have a listen.”

She takes the bud & places it in her ear, listening closely to the music booming in her ear. She couldn’t help bopping to it. She wouldn’t say it’s her thing, but it’s pretty cool!

When finished listening to it, she hands the ear bud back to Tatshiro.

“Sounds good, right?” She gave a nod. “Yeah! I like the beat.” She confirmed.

He gave a slight smile, seemingly happy that she enjoyed it. “Glad you like it.” The smile soon fade, his eyes fixated on his phone that show the title “Black parade.”

“First time I heard this song, it kind of reminded me of my shitty life.”

Shea felt the same painful feeling when she learned of his past in her chest, accompanied by guilt. Tears forming in her crystal clear orbs. A single drop slipping; streaming down her cheek.

Tatshiro noticed this. “Hey… what are you gettin’ misty - eyed, for?”

He didn’t need to ask why she was getting so emotional. She always been prone to end up in tears when she genuinely feels a person’s pain; along with feeling guilty that she push too much & possibly open old wounds. She wiped away her tears.

Tatshiro scratch the back of his head. Looking away from the teary blond. “Look it-it’s no big deal, really.” He shrugged off. “No need to get all sappy on me.”

“Right, sorry,” she apologized. “Seriously, you’re fine. Just- just don’t cry.”

She sniffled. “Okay…”

“I said that I didn’t mind you asking questions so, don’t worry about it… okay?”

Her smile came back. “Kay, thanks. You’re really sweet~”

Warmth enveloped Tatshiro’s dark cheeks. He quickly looked away, seemingly embarrassed. Before Shea could say more, she felt a buzz vibrated in the pocket in her skirt. She rummaged through it, pulling out her phone. There was a text message sent that read:

Leon: < Hey, I have to be out of town again. Make sure you get home safe, okay? >

Her smile faded.

Oh… another mission again? Oh well. Guess I’ll see him another time.

She look to the top of her phone that showed the time: 4:00. She better get going before it gets too late. She puts her phone back, then looks to Tatshiro.

“Sorry, I Gotta head home?” She put her lunch box into her book bag, swinging onto her shoulder. “Well… I’ll see you.”

“Yeah. Sure, sure.” He waved off. “See you tomorrow.”

“Bye.” She jogged up a bit before stopping. Not too far away from him. “Also… if you need to talk to someone—“ she turns to him, her kind smile back on her pink lips.

“I’m here.”

With that said, she continues on her way.

Tatshiro’s was trying to process Shea’s words. Feeling his cheeks that are still warm & sorta pink; along with the growing fuzziness in his chest. His heart now speeding up.

“Damn it.” He sighed, having an oh shit moment. “I think I’ve got a crush on her now.”

That was the only thing that explain why he was acting the way he is. Shea hold like a child innocence to her, a warm kindness that was unapologetic & well meaning. Despite him coming off as aggressive & a bit rough, she holds care for him, let alone has a crush on him. He did say he was flattered that she did, but it isn’t something he use to. But it’s not something he was expecting. What he said this morning about wanting to be good enough for her still holds true, she was genuinely kind; he can tell she deserves the best. He wants to be the best for her.

“Maybe I might actually be back tomorrow instead of ditching class.”

He then hears footsteps approach him. He looks to where they were coming from, then sees a tall figure that he knew all too well, back then.

It was a tall young man that had black & silver dyed - hair, amber eyes & tan skin. It was Damon. Damon was an old friend of Tatshiro, but after being sent to juvenile detention, he hasn’t seen him seen.

“What do you want?” He asked coldly.

“Haven’t seen you in fives years. How’ve you been?”

“Look, if this is about me beating the shit out of you, Damon, I already told you I’m sorry! And if that’s not enough, then fine!”

“It’s fine, it’s fine. To be honest, I kinda deserve that.” He admitted. “Especially trying to steal that ring of yours, y’know.”

During Tatshiro time on the streets, him & Damon were trying what they could to make ends meet. Damon caught sight of Tatshiro’s ring, due to it’s expensive appearance, he try to take it but ended up getting the shit kicked out of him. Though, Tatshiro, knew what & why he wanted it. So he hand him a few bucks.

“Before everything that happened five years ago. We were friends once, right?”

Tatshiro sighed. “I suppose.”

Damon’s expression changed to amusing, thinking back to the blond that left a bit ago.

“I saw the new girl you helped out and… I also noticed that she has a crush on you.”

Tatshiro’s face that had cooled down, immediately rose back to a shade of red. “Th-That doesn’t mean anything! Besides you’ve heard the rumors about me.”

Damon chuckled. “Rumors are always bullshit, anyways.” He pointed out “Besides after what happened back there, I think you might have a little crush on her as well.”

He lean down to Tatshiro’s level. “Right, lover boy?” He teased.

“Sh-Shut the hell up, Damon!”

Damon let out a little laugh. “Well if you need anything, just give me a call… ‘Kay?”

He walks to the entrance of the gate, but turns on his heels & yells. “Oh by the way! If you see your old man, kick his ass for me!”

As his old friend leaves the school, Tatshiro had one thought. “Why do we have to be friends, since middle school?” Before heading out the gate, leaving the school where he’ll show up for class due to a certain influence.

A/N: Two chapters down! Let’s go! This one was more on the fluffy side, but it’s cute! I took my shot of writing my own dialogue for Tatshiro, but I’m not sure how in character the dialogue is. So, feazeldagamer2247, if there is anything I got wrong with Tatshi, let me know. Also what do you think of my sona? I wanted to keep true to her character I thought of but with some of the listener’s. Hope you like this one too! Can’t wait for you to see it! ^^

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Punk & New Girl Chapter 1 - First Meeting

Tatshiro just arrived at the high school that he just transferred to a month ago, shortly after he was fresh out of juvenile detention. The bus came to a sudden halt, the doors sliding to the opposite sides of the entrance.

He breathes out a sigh, ready to get this over with. He never really likes going to classes & doing school work. What is the point of it, anyway? It’s just the same stuff being told & nothing really new. People could learn this stuff anywhere, school just happens to have it cramed into one big place with dozen of kids in there. So there’s no need for it, it’s pointless.

He steps off the bus, now on school grounds. Not even a minute he walks through the metal gates with the school crest attached to it, people began whispering about the newly released juvenile.

“Dude, is that Tatshiro?”

“Yeah, I heard that like, he got kicked out of five schools.”

“Dude, that’s unreal! The hell he do, anyway?”

“I heard that he beat the crap outta the teacher.”

“I heard that he started shoplifting & got caught by the cops.”

“Whatever the case, I’m gettin’ the hell away from him. I am not gettin’ a part of this mess. Come on, class is about to start, I’m not sticking around with this guy.”

Tatshiro scowled. “Can’t they just lay off the damn rumors for once! Besides, they don’t even know the entire story!”

They wouldn’t know that he did what he did for a reason. They weren’t there to know that he was only defending himself & was trying to make ends meet. Yet, they are relying word-over-mouth. Judging him as he was a dangerous individual that would beat them to a pulp!

That’s not who he really is.

With irritation still clear on his face, he continues on. But then he caught something in his gaze.

A kid that appeared to be nighteen-years-old, with brown hair & a strong build had one hand to the wall. A smug grin on his face. Pretty close to the smaller form in front of him. It was a girl about his age, too. But she had blond, flowing hair that was held up in a ponytail & deep blue eyes. Her ocean orbs held unease; looking everywhere expect the boy that was cornering her.

She was the new transfer student that just transferred three weeks ago. Tatshiro had seen around whenever she coming in or out of school; caught her a few times staring at him. He didn’t thought much of it, or her either. But, right now, she’s being pinned by a guy; clearly uncomfortable & doesn’t know what to do.

“Looks like this damn idiot is tryin’ to make a move on her.” He said to himself. Looking back to the girl, the sense of being uncomfortable on her face. Tatshiro let out a sigh, he knows he can’t just leave this alone. “Damnit. I know I’m gonna regret this, later.”

He approaches the two, one hand on his hip, the other gripping his bag strap.

“Hey! She’s with me.” He called out to the boy, who turned to him & was now facing him.

The girl looked at him, too. Her gaze that was uneasy changed to surprise; seemingly relieved that someone had came to her aid.

“I suggest you get going.”

The idiot scoffed.

“Piss off, scar face.” He insulted. “This is nothin’ to do with you.”

While the jerk’s back was turned, the blond scuffed away. But when she was an inch away from him, he whipped back to her! Grabbing her arm! Forcing her to face him again.

“Where do you think you’re going?” He asked. Smirking at her, as if she was playing hard to get. She tries to pull away, but the guy had her in a vice grip. “Please… let me go.” She pleaded. Tears welling up in her eyes, getting more scared.

Tatshiro’s hands balled into fist. Okay, now he’s asking for it!

“Hey, asshole!” He snapped. “Didn’t you hear me?! I said she’s with me!”

The jerk finally let her go, then grabs Tatshiro by the collar, pinning him to the very same wall that the meek girl was up against. Tatshiro took a second of adjusting, before glaring daggers at the brunette.

“Son of a—“ he was cut off when the bastard gripped his slender hand; slipping off the silver ring of his finger.

He froze. No, not that!

“Hey! Get your hands off that! You take that I’ll—“

A chuckle was emitted from the asshole, holding the ring away from Tatshiro, taunting him. “What do we have here? A ring? Must be worth a fortune.” He said, smugly, implying that it with it in his hands, he would sell it for cold hard cash.

Tatshiro breathes heavily. Like he was hyperventilating. His crimson eyes growing more wide with rage, gritting his teeth.

“That’s it!”

Without a second thought, he head-butted the asshole, making him move backwards. Then lands a punch on his face.

The transfer student back up, slowly. Looking away as she heard thuds & punches being blowed in the scuffle. Wincing a bit, as she held the tears back. She didn’t want to cry at a time like this, not until she was back at home, in her bed & away from people that would possibly make fun of her for doing so.

When it quiet down, she looks back, the boy that was hitting on her was down on the ground. While Tatshiro had some, but he stood strong, compare to the bully. Still Grasping his strap, the other hand against his mouth, probably wiping away blood from the corner of his mouth.

“Now, leave her the hell alone.”

Now hearing him, the jerk got up, hand on his bruised face as he passes by the blond, giving her a glare, as if she was to blame for this. She ignores him but found he’s sensing blame on her was annoying.

He was the one harassing her. He approached her, was trying to flirt with her. But she didn’t want to engage in that as she was a bit shy & wasn’t really the type to want that sort of attention. But when he kept pushing, she tried to get away from him. Only to be pinned to a wall & didn’t know what to do. If she tried breaking away by force, she knew that she would face consequences then the asshole that was bothering her as she was still relatively new to this school & if he had more power then her in this school, people wouldn’t believe her. That how it was for her at her old school.

But regardless, she was grateful that someone was kind & concerned enough to help her get out of that situation.

“And one more thing,”

Her thoughts came to a stop when Tatshiro spoke again. The jerk looking back to him.

“If you try to take this ring again, I’ll do more then kick the living shit out of you!”

The threat send chills down his spine. Making a mad dash away from the two. Tatshiro scoffed. So he’s one of those bullies, huh? Geez…

“Asshole.”

He then glances to the new girl. Her expression was relieved but still a bit shaken by the encounter. Her sapphire orbs now more focused, holding her risk close against her chest with a hand on top of it. With his gaze softened; his tone more gentle but firm in his raspy voice.

“You okay?” He asked. She nodded. “Yes… thank you.”

“Good. That’ll teach that bastard a lesson. Name’s Tatshiro Krivell.”

Tatshiro Krivell… so that’s his name. Kinda sounds like a dungeons & dragon name, or an anime name. Tho anime are based off japan & they have Japanese names so, it makes sense. It’s a pretty cool name~

The girl stared at him for a second, before her gaze moved to his hand. The ring was a silver - gray ring, sharp at the tips. Purple jewels lined up on the surface. It was really pretty. Must be pretty important to him. What other reason why he was so protective of it—to the point beating someone up from selling it & threatening to “kick the living shit of them” at least, that’s what makes sense in her head.

Wouldn’t hurt to ask about it.

“What about your ring?”

Tatshiro quickly slip the piece of jewelry onto his finger, hiding his hand behind his back. “It’s nothing.” He then shifts the conversation “So… I suppose you’ve heard the rumors about me?”

“Rumors?” She tilted her head to one side giving a confused look.

“Oh… I thought you heard of them.”

“What kind of rumors?” She asked. “You know, stuff like, ‘it’s that guy who beat someone to death! Run!’ That damn stuff.”

For some reason… the blond - haired girl didn’t really delive into rumors. Mostly, she thought of rumors as hurtful ways just to judge people based off words from what they observed then, actually knowing them to come to those conclusions. She shook her head.

“Nope. Haven’t heard that ‘till now. I don’t really like hearing or talking about gossip.”

Though, from what she can guess from what she saw & heard, he doesn’t show aggression or any cruelty unless provoked. The jerk that was harassing her earlier was the one that initiated the brawl. Will admit, he didn’t need to further the violence. But she can’t really blame him, either.

More so, he doesn’t seem to be a bad guy. What else is more to learn about him?

Her eyes looks to his scar. It was across his eye horizontally, nearly close to his pupil & iris. But what ever attacked his eye, must’ve not have too much damage to hindered his ability to see.

“Your scar?”

“What about my scar?” He eyed her suspiciously.

“Just curious. Did something happened?”

Her questions made Tatshiro turn away. His back now facing her.

“Look, this scar over my eyes is a memento.” He replied.

That really didn’t answer my question but, it’ll have to do. “Okay. But you look a bit older than me & other students. Were you held back for some reason?”

The further she ask questions due to her curiosity, the more annoyed he got. Why was she so interested in him? He whipped back to her, surprising her a bit.

“You really want to know why I’m here?” He asked bluntly, which she responded with a nod.

“Because apparently defending yourself against bullies gets you landed in juvenile detention, for five damn years!” He snapped.

The girl stepped back. Holding out her hands. “I…I’m sorry. I didn’t know.” She apologized.

Okay, maybe that was a bit nosy &… rude. She cringed. She doesn’t like the feeling of hurting people’s feelings & being pushy, even when she doesn’t mean to. The anger that was clear on Tatshiro’s face soon subsides. He can tell that she didn’t mean any harm just… wanting to know him. He breathes out a sigh, along with closing his eyes.

“No, no. It’s fine. Look I’m gonna be pissed if you ask me questions.”

The meek girl sighed in relief. Thank god, she didn’t hurt his feelings.

“But! I’ll only answer them on one condition.”

She gives a curious look. Wondering what is the condition, to see is she willing to go through with it.

“You tell me a secret about yourself and I’ll tell you about this ring, since you’re obviously so damn curious won’t shut your mouth about it.”

Along with other questions she had to ask.

“Deal?”

She gave it a thought. She never, at least she doesn’t, hold any secrets. She had nothing to be secretive about. But… there is one. Pink coating rose to the blond’s cheeks like they been put aflame. She wants to get to know about this guy but, she felt self - conscious about sharing one particularly “secret” that could make him turn away.

But she won’t know until she’ll tell him… might as well. “Okay.” She agreed.

“Good.” With his attention on her now, she tries to figure out how to word out her “secret” before talking a breath, avoiding eye contact says:

“I’m not really sure if it’s a secret but… I kinda have a small crush on you.” The moment those words left her mouth, she felt her heart beat faster. The pink shade turning brighter. She plays with the ends of her ponytail. Trying to keep her hands occupied as she tries to keep composed, like her guardian is always is.

Despite his facial expression showing no reaction, but his eyes tell another story of surprise. Oh dear~ okay… here it comes. “I see… interesting.”

The tightness in the young adult’s chest loosens as he gave a “it’s okay” Response. At least things aren’t awkward.

“Fine. I guess a deal is a deal.” Tatshiro relents. Letting out another sigh.

He looks to his ring, nostalgia held in his gaze as he traces back in the past of his youth.

“This ring holds sentimental value” he starts “it was given to me five years ago… before I got sent to juvie.”

“Is it a wedding ring?” Tatshiro chuckles.

“No, no it’s- it’s not a wedding ring. Though, it is an engagement ring… it was my mother’s.

Tatshiro traces back to his past memories. One that he couldn’t forget, even if he tried.

“I… I got it when I was sixteen. My mom, Amara and I were on our way home one night but…”

He remembered it. His mother picked him up from school after getting into another fight; facing another suspension. Even when he’s mom comforted him, he knew he screwed up, again, when he promised not to cause trouble again. But Tatshiro’s was a good & kind women who knew her son—knew that he wouldn’t lash out without a reason.

But then…

“Next thing I knew, I saw headlights. And then…”

“You two crash.” She finished for him. Her voice was so quiet though, that he almost couldn’t hear her.

“Yeah…”

He took a breath, trying to choke down his tears that were trying to well up in his eyes.

“When I came to, officers and paramedics were checking in on me. Luckily, I didn’t receive any critical injuries. And, uh, I asked an officer if my mom was okay but…”

The expression on the officer’s face was full of sympathy & sadness. As if he was scared to tell him the truth that he know it would kill him. Before eventually giving the hard truth that hit like a freaking truck.

“And then he showed me this ring… he said that she passed away on impact of the crash. Said that the driver was under the influence that caused it.”

He looks down to his ring. His voice trembling.

“The officer escorted me back home… told my dad & brother the news… things went to hell after that.”

After learning that his mother passed away. His father: Amfrid started drinking & smoking. Often spending money on them. This was also the time when he’s older brother: Zavier leave them by themselves, during that painful month of Amara being gone & trying to process it as best they could.

“A month after her death, my brother, Zavier, packed up and just left. Leaving me & my dad behind. That was around the time my dad started drinking.”

Leading to the night that was the breaking point for Tatshiro.

“Then five months later, my dad became so drunk one night, we both had a heated argument… then he came to me with a knife & slashed my eye!”

The blond gasped. Finally making a sound as she was listening, quietly, as he told his story, before going quiet again.

“I managed to knock him out, before he did any more damage.” He continued. “After that, I knew my father was truly lost after losing his shit! So I packed up what I could carry, and left my old.”

He couldn’t stay with his father anymore. He couldn’t stay with a person who didn’t gave a damn about his kids anymore, after the love of his life perished. Not after that night of leaving a scar that almost made him blind in one eye.

“Then I started living in the streets for a while.”

Living in the streets wasn’t easy, but it was better than living with his dad. But he ended up resorting doing what he can to make ends meet. Mostly by stealing, grabbing what he can get to help him through being on the parts of the streets.

“As far as gettin’ into juvie, let’s just say I’ve been caught… barrowing a few things…”

“L-Like what?”

“Money, food… hell, had to defend myself because one of those damn bullies I mentioned wouldn’t stop pursuing me.”

“What about your brother?”

“Zavier, hell if I know.” He responded with a small laugh that might sounded like a scoff. “Knowing him, he’s probably got himself to worse trouble then I have… as for my bastard of a dad, I don’t give a damn about him. For all I know, he’s no father of mine.”

Tatshiro finally look at the new girl. As he was staring at his ring & feet the whole time. His eyes catch her pale face, framed with her flowly hair. Her gaze held sympathy & pain, similar to the officer. He quickly glanced away.

“Anyway, so that’s the story. You happy now?”

The girl’s chest felt tight. More then it was when she told him her “secret” like it was in pain. She was so curious about this guy that she hold attraction to, but sees that he’s been through some shit. She knew to not take rumors without knowing him first, but some were true but not having the full context from the rumors she was given so far.

She felt horrible that people were making accusations about him like this. Sometimes she wish people wouldn’t be so callous about people they don’t know… she knew what that was like when she was younger. Now she has a clearer picture of him, she gets it now. But he doesn’t strike her as a bad person.

More of someone who is misunderstood. He did stood up for her when she was being cornered. Aside from the crush, she genuinely wants to get to know him.

She opens her mouth to say something but was stop short by the blarring, piercing ring of the school bell. Signaling that class was starting.

“Damn. Class is already starting.” Tatshiro let out a groan. “Didn’t seem that long.”

She wants to get to class before she’s late, but wants to ask Tatshiro something, first. Pray to god she doesn’t mumble.

“Anyway, there is one thing you haven’t told me.”

“Huh?”

“Your name.”

Oh… she hasn’t introduced herself, yet. She probably should do that, before anything else. “It’s Shealeah. But I like to be called Shea.”

He gave her a look. Oh gosh, please don’t tell me he thinks my name is weird. She though.

“Something wrong with my name?”

“It’s not a bad name.” He stutter. Rubbing the back of his neck, Trying to not sound like he hated it.

That’s good… kinda.

“Also about your secret.”

Shea’s heart shot up! The tightness that left her chest come back. Why is she so tense about how he feels about it? She barely knows him & this is the first time she ever talk to him, too. So, why is she so anxious about how he feels about it?

I mean… it’s just a crush.

“I’ll admit, I’m flattered.”

Oh… once again, the tension left her. At least, he doesn’t find her weird. Thank god.

“Phew~ so, uh… can I sit with you at lunch, today?”

There’s a brief pause between the two. Making Shea a bit nervous. Having second thoughts if she should’ve asked that.

“Well… fine. But don’t expect me to buy you anything” he informed.

“Kay’. Thanks.”

“Eh… sure. Anyway, better get going. Classes are starting.”

She gave a small nod. “See you at lunch!”

She probably sounded too excited. But she couldn’t help it. With that said, she dashed to the school, heading to her class. Her big smile on her face not really leaving her lips. This is possibly the first time she talked to someone without her shyness getting in the way. & on top of that, without the help of Leon. Hopefully she gets better at socializing & at least, keep trying! Along with hoping to form a connection with Tatshiro.

& it’s not the tiny crush just talking.

Now alone again but not really going to class, he sits on a bench. Thinking about the encounter of the blonde who was a bit awkward but genuinely sweet.

& her supposedly small crush on him.

His gaze goes back to his ring, talking to it as if he’s mother’s presents was within the silver accessory.

“Mom… I just wonder, you think she really has a crush on me?”

He turns his hand, now looking down his palm.

“If so, I’ll try to be good enough for her… just like you were to me.”

Chapter end~

A/N Holy crap! (& dang! This was a long one.) This one was a doozy~ this is probably the most ambitious fic I’ve done! But I had a lot of fun with it. I’m really happy how this turned out. I hope feazeldagamer2247 likes it too. Let me know what you think of this, any feedback & criticism to help me improve, no matter how minor, I want to get better. I look forward to continuing this fic! ^^

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How to show emotions

Part IV

How to show bitterness

  • tightness around their eyes
  • pinched mouth
  • sour expression on their face
  • crossed arms
  • snorting angrily
  • turning their eyes upward
  • shaking their head

How to show hysteria

  • fast breathing
  • chest heaving
  • trembling of their hands
  • weak knees, giving in
  • tears flowing down their face uncontrollably
  • laughing while crying
  • not being able to stand still

How to show awe

  • tension leaving their body
  • shoulders dropping
  • standing still
  • opening mouth
  • slack jaw
  • not being able to speak correctly
  • slowed down breathing
  • wide eyes open
  • softening their gaze
  • staring unabashingly

How to show shame

  • vacant stare
  • looking down
  • turning their head away
  • cannot look at another person
  • putting their head into their hands
  • shaking their head

How to show being flustered

  • blushing
  • looking down
  • nervous smile
  • sharp intake of breath
  • quickening of breath
  • blinking rapidly
  • breaking eye contact
  • trying to busy their hands
  • playing with their hair
  • fidgeting with their fingers
  • opening mouth without speaking

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