You are beautiful. You are more than a body, more than your skin, more than your scars or perceived flaws. You are an amazing miricle of light. You have pushed through and preserved. You are beautiful for your strength, beautiful for your mind, beautiful for your possibility. You are an endless well of beauty and mesmerizing dreams.

Sometimes I remeber that there will be a last time we kiss. A last hug. The last time I hold your hand. During those moments my heart breaks but I think about how much I love you and know that loving you for our brief time on this earth is worth the pain.

I want a “just checking in” kind of love.

a “baby did you eat today?” kind of love.

a “you’re the first person I told” kind of love.

an “I gotta kiss you before you leave” kind of love

an “I love you” before we say bye kind of love.

an “I noticed that you need this so I got it for you” kind of love.

a “we’re not going to bed til we’ve made up” kind of love.

a wipe my tears away kind of love.

a nonstop joke fest until I smile again kind of love.

a goofy smile when I walk in the room kind of love.

a hold me until my panic attack passes kind of love.

a rub my back after work kind of love.

I just want to feel completely, totally, truly loved.

oh, what i'd give to kiss you goodnight

i’m always smiling when i’m talking to you

When I look at you it’s like nothing else in the world exists

I can’t even begin to express how grateful I am for you. I love you.

i’ll stay up all night with you if it’ll make you feel any better

Thank you for giving me something to look forward to today and every day.

I love, love, love you. 

give me your sleepy kisses and soft mumbles. your slow breathing and sweet dreams.

i swear i’m going to give you the best goddamn hug you’ve ever had as soon as i can

yes i know youre miles away but its incredibly urgent that you come and give me a forehead kiss right now

your lips are so soft....please kiss me more

you're more than enough.

You have the prettiest eyes I’ve ever seen

I want to be able to wake up next to them. To cuddle, our legs tangled together, covered in warm blankets. We won't want get up and face the cold winter air, so we are content to cuddle, to talk, still half asleep.

I want to remember everything. How the sunlight rested on your hair, how your laugh filled the air in a contagious way, how your eyes got brighter and brighter with every word that came out of your mouth. I love you too much to forget about the little details of our daily lives. I want to remember it all.