i crave ü

i lost myself

i really did, and its sickening...what you did to me has ruined me in ways that are undescribable. i lost myself in someone who shouldve never stepped into my life. you scarred me....you only get what you deserve.

i have never been so thankful to have you back in my life. you have shown me so fucking much. you have shown me what it is like to

be loved. someone who cares, when nobody else did...i almost lost you; but you were the one i wanted throughout it all..

we mistake. we move on. we learn. some of us do get lucky. i as myself cannot say i am perfect, nowhere near, i have mistaken. i have taken responsibility. i have learned. its a miracle that you were put back into my life.

i really never thought i would actually say this again and mean it, but with everything i have, i am in love with you. Austin John.

youre the only person whose eyes i can stare into forever and see the universe.

you mean everything to me-

i am beyond this world i am happy i am brave i am beautiful i am strong i am free i am in love with you and suddenly nothing else seemed to matter

its time to do me and im so glad i let you go before it was the end before the start

yeah

bewilder the eyes of an optimistic mind

eyes