Please tell me

Please tell pe you’re kinddig when you let me down for her, knowing I’ll still be here when you come back. Please tell me why you choose her over me and then feel bad about it. I’m not a backup plan, or the person that will hold you when you'll cry about others. Please tell me you’re sure when you ask me if you should give her another chance, eventually another chance to hurt you. For God sake tell me you’re ready to face the truth, that others are interested about your life because they don’t have one, they know how to control you till freedom feels weird to you. I’m giving you freedom cause I don’t owe you and please tell me why you are so blind when it comes to see love, it’s right in front of you. Please tell me you’re gonna be ok, even if I won’t be a part of you’re life,cause you won’t come back, but you’ll realize that freedom is priceless. And then, you’ll tell me without even asking, I was right and but you never knew how peaceful feels to respect the private space.

She looks like she want to kill you, or she is not even seeing you and she want to kill herself.

Stop being so needy, if he want you then he’ll spend time with you. If you let him go then probably he’ll come back or he’ll think you don’t want him. What the fk can you do about what someone else feels? Absolutely nothing, cause worring won’t help , and neither crying. I’m sure, I’ve tried those. All that focus on yourself bullshit, it’s not bullshit. Maybe after few days of worring he won’t come back and you’ll start crying but eventually you’ll focus on yourself and become empty. Then your soul will be so grey and nobody would want to see it, they want to see a happy person, that smiles at strangers and makes you laugh. Not some “crazy and moody” girl that is looking at you like she wants to kill you, or she’s not even seeing you and she want to kill herself.

Who loves you and who loves to control you.

You continue to choose people that make you feel bad, guilty and not worthy of real love. Please remember words don't mean anything if they aren't proved by action. I know it sounds like a clisee to you but trust me, you don't know how to choose people. I'm not saying this cause you should choose me but you cand see who loves you and who loves to control you.