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you’re probably going to dance with another girl who will taste like fresh picked strawberries and smell like flower blossom in her hair, and you’re probably going to choke down 5 straight shots of vodka and try to get the thought of me out of your head and focus on the girl dancing infront of you and who wants to be your baby but you can’t focus and see the diamonds in her eyes because you’re staring at the ones hanging around her neck and you can’t feel her pull you in closer because she’s reaching farther behind your head of brown hair and tapping shoulders of strange boys she’s never met before
and when this happens i hope you run to the filthy bathroom and splash your face with cold dirty water and vomit up the words you never said because while you’re out drowning your heart in things i shouldnt care about, i am here looking at the moon whispering how much i fucking love you
and if you take her home, i swear to god the moonlight will keep you awake no matter what time it is and you’ll watch it shine across your bedroom floor where we danced and laughed and kissed and i almost told you that you are my moon and stars
and i hope the light of the moon catches your attention more than the sight of her body ever would and i hope when you wake up all you remember is that roses are my favorite scented flowers and you can’t escape the light of the moon
and i will sit here, think of you and my mind will wander off because of the white line i just inhaled with my nose, drugs may be dangerous but they will never break your heart and i gave you my heart and maybe that’s why i feel so empty
but i want you to know that when my heart is beating a million miles in a minute and my mind is running wild, it’s not because of the white lines racing up my nose or the clouds that slide out from between my lips, no, it is all because of you
pumped full of amfetamine and paracetamol, i still think about you
and i didn’t know what love felt like before i met you, until you filled my heart with pieces of yourself and you didn’t make falling in love seem so scary and i hope that my daughter never feels this way at night
when i’m high and thinking of you (via sdwzb)
This is so good
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Yas.
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