We used to talk for hours every day, look at us now.
if you can’t handle me at my worst that’s understandable cause i can’t either
“I think my downfall is that i look to the past for predictions of the future, and let’s just say i haven’t had the best past.”
— Suicidal-society
Blythe Baird, from If My Body Could Speak; “Concerns from a hot-boxed jeep”
[Text ID: “How do I stop / carrying everything / that had ever / happened to me?”]
Anaïs Nin, from “The diary of Anaïs Nin, vol. 3: 1939-1944”
i want to bleed i want to watch it run down my skin and into the floor and i want to forget for just a minute
Don't mind me, I'm just casually sabotaging all my positive relationships with negative delusions because my life doesn't feel real unless something dramatic and destructive is constantly occurring
