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@fantasticvanillamilkshakeheart

How can one feel so alone in a city of millions

ازيك يا الاء يارب تكوني بخير🌸

انا حاسه بوحدة فظيعة برغم وجود ناس حواليا وحاولت املى وقتي طول اليوم بحاجات كتير بس في الاخر بمل وبزهق وبدور على حد اكلمه مابلاقيش لما في فترة كنت ملتزمة بشغل كان الوقت ده كويس في حياتي ومكنتش حاسه اني محتاجة حد لاني كنت بنام قليل حتى من ضغط الشغل وكنت مبسوطة بيها لاني بعمل حاجه بحبها والفترة دي مفيش شغل تاني ، انا مريضة اكتئاب ودايما بفتكر شريف تقريبا اسمه شريف قمر الشاب الي انتحر لما كان بيقول انه كان متعلق بحاجه بسيطة جدا "مسلسل" دي الحاجة الوحيدة الي خلته يفضل موجود ولما خلص انتحر! انا لحد دلوقتي مش لاقية حاجه تخيلني اكمل واد اية ببذل مجهود جبار مع الادوية اني اقاوم الافكار الانتحارية .. انا محتاجة اقول الكلام ده ومحتاجة اقوله لحد كل فترة، وكفاية انك ادتيني المساحة دي 🌸

"وهل سيتغير شيء لو قلت بأني لستُ بخير، وأني أقضي أيامًا تقف في مُنتصف حلقي، والإستمرار صعب، صعبٌ جدًا ولا طاقة لدي."

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According to ur battery level, ask me:

1-birthday

2- weight

3-height

4- age

5-name

6-girl best friend?

7-who's you crush?

8-guy best friend ?

9-are you in love?

10-favorite food

11-last text

12- battery percentage

13-eye color

14- favorite song

15- favorite artist

16- your biggest secret

17- shoe size

18- have a dinner with me

19- country want to go

20- best time in your life

21-where are you from?

22- person want to marry

23- will you marry me?

24-ex

25- first kiss

26-boy/girlfriend

27- insecure

28- ever self- harmed

29- important person in your life

30- person you miss

31- hair color

32- last movie you watched

32- last song you heard

33- favorite actor

34- favorite actress

35- favorite tv show

36- favorite tv series

37- favorite movie

38- relationship status

39- favorite emotion

40- emotion you hate

41- favorite color

42- your hobby

43- favorite sport

44-the most embarrassing situation

45- future career

46- jealous of

47- middle name

48- my opinion about you

49- your opinion about me

50- famous person you want to marry

51- fav meal

52- the most you hate

53- do you like summer nights

54- do you like winter nights

55- do you like to go out with me

56- did you fail in school before

57- which singer you want him to sing in your wedding

58- would you marry your crush

59- what will you name your children

60-do you like weddings

61-one wish

62- send me your cutest photo

63- give my avatar a rate

64- what would you want our relationship to be ?

65- Tell Me Something You Always Wanted To Say But You Couldn'T

66- describe me in three word

67- How Do You Want Me To Be?

68- set a name for your life "movie"

69- would you like to be my bf/gf for 1day

70- tell me two negative points you hate in me

71- what are you doing

72- if i dead what would you do ?

73- what is your father mean to you?

74- what is your mother mean to you?

75-would you like to go running with me ?

76- which are the most you love in your family

77- fav. Country

78- did you fail in something

79- send me 2 pictures of you and i'm gonna choose one of them make it your avatar

80- are you jealous

81- what turns you on ?

82- best feature ?

83- worst thing you have ever done ?

84 - your love name ?

85- our first meet ?

86- send me a photo of you

87- what would you do if you spent a night with me ?

88- rate me

89- your biggest secret

90- your biggest fear

91-are you helpful?

92-tell your crush i've a crush on you

93- something you hate about me

94- something bad you did

95- do you find me attractive?

96-do you love pets?

97-what would you say to me if you had the chance

98- kiss me

99- hug me

100- go out with me!