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i prayed to you, cas, every night

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Courtney, 26, she/her
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this is probably an unpopular destiel opinion but i don't think cas magically knew everything about dean after pulling him out of hell. i don't think he downloaded all his memories and thoughts and feelings. i don't think he saw all of dean and thought 'i still like you.' i think he saw the worst (hell) parts of dean and thought 'i want to know more.' and every time he learned something new, he wanted more and more. he's a creature of infinite hunger. and dean is a creature who both desperately wants to be seen and who is terrified of anyone actually Knowing him. but he kept giving cas little pieces of himself until one day it was like oh shit this dude knows me better than anyone else ever has and instead of being scary, it felt a lot like relief.

why does this have 32k notes? it’s just a picture of a knife in a ranch bottle, is there some unspoken joke that 32 thousand people share? what is going on here, i dont get it. it’s just a fucking picture of a knife in a ranch bottle. is there some spiritual connection people have to this picture? is there some ominous and mystical reasoning that this has 32 thousand notes? do people reblog this because it makes them look like some indie blogger? or is there just something funny to this? someone please explain

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no one tell him

The Last of Us II & JenMish letter

so as far as I tried to gather information, it seems like that —-

1st : The Last of Us is a PSP4 video game (3D reality style video game)

2nd : Emily Swallow (Darkness actress) voice and motion capture for the “The Last of Us 2” main character Emily

-> some fan think maybe she was allowed to put some easter egg inside the video game

3rd : the letter/letter content is related to Miss Becky

Here’s her twitter page : https://twitter.com/thebeckydodd/media

In case you want to know more about her/her involved in The Last of Us II, here’s an interview : https://www.themarysue.com/game-changer-becky-dodd/

4th : The Letter is discovered in an abandoned convention…discovered in the parking lot opposite of the convention

there are full of infected people(?) inside the parking lot (which make sense combined with the letter content)

*I personally think it is arguable year 2013 or year 2018

where the player controlled character can found a letter beside a corpse.

(but I don’t think that looks like Jensen….? idk……….)

5th : Here’s the context of the letter

you may see the player livestream part over this in here : https://twitter.com/sosaysdean/status/1276048188789723136

-> maybe, just maybe the writer or anyone who made this letter just happened come up with Jensen and Misha name

>But we all know “Misha” is not a common English name

>inside the letter, “Jensen” description using the term ‘Misha’, like a fact, like a report manner, talking/telling to his team member what incident and what has happened. HOWEVER, in the LAST paragraph, he used

“Mish”

the nickname which among whole SPN crew only Jensen used to called Misha

and that sentence “And tell Mish I’m sorry, I tried to hustle” is not any important thing at all, at least not necessary(official) thing, but more like some private/friendship/even romantic moment, a memo, whatever it called…… Jensen used the term “Mish” to refer Misha

I am not convinced if this is not referencing Misha or Jensen :)

A reference from either a cockles fan, at least the one who designed/provide the idea of this letter knew “Jensen gave a nickname and love to call Misha ‘Mish’ ”

6th : Yesterday (25th June 2020), Misha post something about his daughter

and a fan comment underneath mention about that

YES

you didn’t see it wrong, Misha liked that fan COMMENT

Thankyou for reading :)

Just to add on as someone who lives and breathes TLOU universe, the year for the convention would have been 2013, that’s when the outbreak occurred in the game timeline. Also, it’s absolutely a reference to Jensen and Misha, Becky is a Supernatural fan and because of her, that note ended up in the game :) Just a cute little easter egg for other Supernatural fans.

And yes, this made the rounds originally in 2020 when Part 2 released (which is where that easter egg is from) and it ran through the fandom just as a cute little shoutout from one Supernatural fan to another :)

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a hundred thousand stories

1.4k, destiel.

Alright, this is it, Dean thinks. He’ll only get one shot at trying to explain to Cas how he feels. One conversation, and then everything changes, for better or for worse, but it sure won’t stay the same. And that’s the whole point, because fuck, he can’t do another day of the same. He has to do it, now, in actual words. Some dude croons on the radio, Cas is scrolling through his phone in the passenger seat, and Dean has to tell him.

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