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I'm not a person I'm a problem, a problem that needs to be gone and disappear

i dont think anyone really understands the levels of passively suicidal that i actually am bc like it doesnt matter where i am or what im doing id still rather be dead and its so exhausting

I love when people are nice to me. maybe i wont kill myself after all

Albert Camus

why be honest with my therapist when i can literally just lie

therapy is not enough, i just really need to die

Have you ever wondered if anyone would really miss you if you were gone?

Full offense do i have to keep doing this whole living shit every fucking day

I wake up every morning wishing I didn’t

i’m always like “i can’t wait to feel good and confident and grow into the best, healthiest version of me!!!!!” while doing horrible acts of self sabotage like girl it doesn’t work like that u are pressing the gas and break at the same time stop it

— Yū Miri, Tokyo Ueno Station

Yall this whole being alive thing is stressing me out

Don't ask me "wyd" i really just be in my room going insane and being a danger to myself