Are you alright, honey? You've barely put your blorbo in situations
broooo don't become part of me forever lmao don't leave my life with nothing but the memories behind broooo now I'm going to be haunted by a spectre of your influences on me for the rest of my life lmaoooo the people closest to me might hold your name in their tongues as long as they can see me dude that is so not cool
game dev: this character is nonbinary
gamers:
When ur friend comes back from their tism assessment with good news
Based on that one tweet that resurfaced some days ago... that's their dynamic right.
I fucking love summer vacation, i've just spent half the night writing smut with my discord oomfs
being autistic is beautiful and then you're afraid of abandonment because your brain has picked up on the exact patterns that signal another loss and then you step outside and there are patterns in the sky in the grass in every touch and every laugh. someone looks at you and there is a shift in their gaze to tell you "i know you're wrong. you are something wrong." something between pity and embarrassment and you want to rip it out of your body for a second and then you listen to music and the euphoria makes it all worth it because they could never experience this joy. you're sky-high. you look in the mirror and your eyes appear inexplicably vacant and then you read about how so many autistic kids are cleverer than everyone else as children and then the opposite afterwards. at a certain age you equalise. you grow sharper teeth and you bite off more than you can chew and you chew it all anyway. there's spring in the air and your brain functions like a scattergraph and when you think about it hard enough it's impossible not to fall in love. if you're an alien you're a lovely one. one day you fall in love and you know it's more intense than it should be but you love her anyway, knowing how it will end. are you invented for grief? are you invented for love, carrying grief?
truthfully being autistic puts a gun full of love to your head. i will always be a little bit more alone than everyone else but the shades of green seperate into a spectrum of feeling and this schematic of an engine is a poem to progress and every song i love is a holy hymn and when your brain is a scattergraph, once you love something, you love everything. you're more alone than everyone else and the least lonely creature on earth, even in isolation.
Everything In the World is Embarrassing but Only when I do it
Being percieved by others is so fucking weird. Like, you remember my existence? And have thoughts about me? My actions impact you? You care about me? I am a tangible being? Freaky.
Being human is such a fucking scam "ooh, you are a complex and incredible being, now do taxes" this sucks. I wish i were a jellyfish. No conciousness, just vibes.
Insert images from Misery Beyond Human Pleasures. Had so much fun learning to paint across all these
in my dream I was given a vision
additionally the event that gave you the flags was just Dante being like. I WANT THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! while the worker was telling them to chill the fuck out bc they have to do some thing real quick. Dante monologued that "the forces of darkness will not wait for them" but it was just a roundabout way of saying they really want the flags, its getting really dark and they are scared of the dark
Dante and Virgilius instead of exploring hell should've explored each other's bodies
explain your gender in 10 words or less without using boring words like “male”, “female”, “nonbinary”, “masculine”, “feminine” or “androgynous”.
go!
A celestial entity incomprehensible to human minds incased in human flesh and blood. But in a catlike way