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She bears it so they don't have to.

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Kali, 23, bulgarian, multifandom, mostly the grisha trilogy, six of crows, the 100, btvs, peaky blinders, friends... sometimes text posts or something different..who knows?

the shadow and bone trilogy: we've overcome countless obstacles, moved past our differences, and rallied together to save the world from the darkling

the six of crows duology: we were trying to get some money and we think we saved the world or something?

I’m watching a reading vlog of vampire academy and that reminded me of when I first read shadow and bone in like 2016 and I somehow missed the page that explained the grisha orders, so I was like who, what, huh until around the middle when I started to get the hang of it (mind you Leigh sometimes used different names for some of the orders). And then I was showing the book to my grandma one time and she opened that page and I was like it had this the whole time o.o. It’s funny cause I probably know them by heart now

The only times I’ve ever successfully meditated were when I was trying to meditate my way into being a water bender when I was like 14

I read like a post on someone’s personal blog or something that they became a water bender through meditating to control their inner spiritual energy and I was like yeah sounds legit and started meditating to try and reach spiritual enlightenment so I could throw water around with my mind.

It didn’t work for the record but I did come up with a technique for dealing with pain where I imagined I was energy bending the pain energy away from the pain spot and putting it into a wall instead or something which does usually work for smaller aches and pains for me

I don’t meditate anymore because I do not have a clear goal like “become a water bender” now. Abstract ideas like self fulfillment and health benefits don’t work. My brain won’t do it. I need a set goal. An exciting goal. Maybe I need to try to levitate or become a fighting monk or something.