“I never thought I would find myself completely and utterly consumed by another until her. She took my hand and led me out of the darkness and showed me that, whatever our souls are made of, hers and mine are the same.”
Kissing her while I finger her so I can feel her moan in my mouth.
Dear diary...
As stupid as it sounds...
I really wish I was pretty.
Because I know I'm not.
Thank god i have tumblr, at least i can talk to myself.
I can feel it getting worse again,
I felt empty today,
Like I’m running on autopilot,
But right now all I want to do is cry,
Im not even sure why,
Physically I feel overwhelmed,
Mentally I’m lost somewhere far away.
The nightmares are back, just at the thought of having to see you.
I hate that, the control you still have over me.
Im scared, but I’m sure you know that.
Im tired, but I’m stronger now.
You made me bitter and empty……
Im not mad anymore, because I no longer believe you ruined me.
You know I feel alive again, I thought you took that with you too.
Did you know I found someone, someone who gave me back all you stole and more.
Im okay more days than I’m not ,for the first time since you left.
She saved me.
She loves me.
She’s my hope in all that’s hopeless.
And I love her, more than I ever thought possible.
She makes me kind and confident.
So I have to thank you because without you, I’d have probably never found my angel.
if her legs aren’t shaking when you’re done then you’re not done
