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@evanescentincinerator

Spring remembrance, nostalgia of hope,

Memories of dreams that allow me to float.

It smells like rotten leaves, but in a way that’s clean;

Primordial soup more alive than I have ever been.

The waters hot from sunlight, and hums with life.

A chorus of insects and birds singing out of sight.

Its nice to be alive on quiet afternoons like this

I wish that a moment could provide eternal bliss

Lost in the middle distance staring at the void.

My body's getting weaker despite the steroids.

I don’t wanna take my pills, sleep, and drink a lot of water.

I'm tired of waking up just to eat and call my doctor.

Wouldn’t it be nice to die without the guilt and violence?

I hope there's an after life, but first a moment of silence.

lazy man I never put my hoses away

they lay wherever I drop them

I never bother to remember where, either

I have spent my life walking around

looking for the far end of hoses

I imagine finches watching me or raccoons

all of them thinking me a fool—

stupid man! he should put the hoses away!

well, to hell with them all

I don’t have feathers or fur

and I don’t go around judging people

with poems on their minds

-james lee jobe

Forgive me, if I still believe in magic, the warmth that settles over two strangers like a glove when a height has traversed us both, when distance is a snapshot of time and we’re here. The moment that vibrates our being, the resonance between — palpable, we are both the receiver and the transmitter, inhabiting the same wavelength. 

Music, a door amongst doors; pathways amongst 8 billion lights. 

I never knew. Thank you for having me. 

“I read somewhere that love only gets old if you let it. I can’t remember why we stopped writing love letters and started crying drunkenly into the phone. I can’t remember when we stopped watering our roots. I can’t remember when we started competing for the sun. I tell everyone who asks about you that we outgrew each other. I still don’t know if that’s the truth. Maybe we just got tired.”

excerpt from “19 Days” by Trista Mateer (via tristamateer)

He made them perfect, painted like a masterpiece

Decorated faces, bodies, hands, and feet.

He made them joyous; They’d laugh as soon as speak.

Oftentimes they will tell the same joke for weeks.

He made them fearless; Its said they feel no pain.

They dance on the battlefield making bloody rain.

Did he make them gentle? Did he give them empathy?

If this is his perfection what must my god think of me.

I’m in the mood to wander — not the tasseled boots, music festivals, and peace signs stuck skyward — but creep silently, observe, take everything in and not say a word. live only as a pair of eyes, ears, and hands. dress myself invisible and haunt the antique store around the corner, poke and peruse and hold belongings someone once loved; curious if a whisper of them can still be felt. I want to trek a crumbling city, blow the dust away from the staircase railing and feel the hair at my neck stand at attention with every step forward. bump into someone I’m not convinced is planted both feet in this world. stay quiet enough to hear the echo of dining hall chatter, dances in the ballroom, events from ages ago held in the square. I want to part thick vines and feel the forest pull me into her arms. an audience of one to the songbirds, the croaking frogs, the springing crickets. tread so lightly, I barely leave a footprint.

Though craving stakes I want for nothing.

The cycle is good, and I think so is the suffering?

Something isn't right, but I’m just not enough.

There should be a hero, and some other stuff.

I don’t know what I’d fix if I could fix it, and I can’t.

I’m terrified of the potential wishes I could grant.

Like an echo every step’s remembered by the city.

I was born after the war but feel like lunch should cost two fifty.

Every time a human dies in vain the earth cries out,

Draining blood from her veins just for some to go without.

Our biosphere is dying; Terraforming just a distant dream.

Every time my heart beats I hear hundreds of quiet screams.

Every day post scarcity is a crime beyond our definitions.

Our race has been to space but still performs brutal exorcisms.

A Haiku:

📲 💡

🖼️ 🆔 📖 🗣️

🖥️ 📜

[Image Description: Three lines of Emoji, that can be read as: Icon Idea Image ID Read Aloud Online Poetry End Image Description]

Reminds me of an old internet poem:

< > ! * ' ' #

^ " ` $ $ -

! * = @ $ _

% * < > ~ # 4

& [ ] . . /

| { , , SYSTEM HALTED

The poem can only be appreciated by reading it aloud, as such:

Waka waka bang splat tick tick hash,

Caret quote back-tick dollar dollar dash,

Bang splat equal at dollar under-score,

Percent splat waka waka tilde number four,

Ampersand bracket bracket dot dot slash,

Vertical-bar curly-bracket comma comma CRASH

OH I GOT ONE AS WELL

Behold, the math limerick:

((12+144+20+3*sqrt[4])/7)+5*11=9²+0

A dozen, a gross, and a score,

plus three times the square root of four,

divided by seven,

plus five times eleven

is nine squared and not a bit more