Off to the snow with J this weekend. He's at work and I just got home from uni, and packing his bag since he's a silly thing and forgot. He's always he has nothing to hide and I'm welcome to look at anything in here, unlimited access. Whilst I don't specifically look for stuff, I just happened to stumble upon love notes and cards from his ex. I can't say it doesn't bother me that he still has them, and I can't help but to read them and think how much it sounds like the way I feel about him.

Love that I can be so at home at J's parents' houses. Been up sick all night, and planning to spend the morning in bed at his mum's, and maybe around lunchtime I'll drive over to his dad's and get in bed or drag the blankets to the couch and lounge around.

Got the results text last night and oh my god. Passed a unit I was seriously expecting to have failed. This marks half way through my degree, assuming all future units go well too. I was so so anxious about it all, and now, woah. So much better. Because it wasn't even just uni, and getting a job. My family is moving in with Dad's parents as soon as I finish uni, to look after them, and there isn't room for me to move in with them. So the plan is for me to move out with J, and I don't want to wait any longer than I have to for that! Wouldn't have gotten through the past couple months without him, that's for sure.

Guess who crashed her car this morning...

If I passed yesterday's exam I'll be really surprised tbh. I answered all the questions, even if some were kinda made up, so at least that's something. Oh well, over and done with now.. Off to a few days away in Canberra for an archery competition in the middle of the exam period, probably the only thing I looked forward to enough to push through..

You'd think I'd be working on this assignment for cardiology given my current mark is a fail. But it is too cold and thinking about it makes me fall apart and I just want to sleep :)))))))

Got fired from one of my jobs. Absolutely shattered. I didn't like the job and wanted to leave anyways but I gave a small unauthorised discount, manager saw and now I no longer have a job. Not at all how I wanted to leave and now I am very very stressed out.

When people say "be careful with facebook, your employer might see!"

I just saw a post come up on my timeline saying "tag your friend to make them look at this collection of dildos for no reason", where my boss tagged my manager. No fucks given!

Also the goddamn cover sheet we got told to use made 3% similarity, how is that even legit?

Looking at all the shit Turnitin picked up on as similar and I have never seen any of these things in my life, wtf is this shit

Currently using Turnitin for the first time ever, most stressful experience in my life.

J

Shooting my first competition on Sunday! Super excited, State Short Range Championsips!

Just got back from our holiday and the Easter Bunny came to J and me at his house, and I haven't been home yet to confirm but I'm preeeetty sure there's more chocolate here than I'll get at home, that's so crazy..

AahhhhhhHHHHHH I leave for Lorne tonight with J for our little holiday over the Easter long weekend at it is the best thing ever. There will be lots of exciting nature walks, good food, lots and lots of chocolate, cuddles and lots of sex and I absolutely can't wait!

Got invited to do this research paper international competition based on my "exceptional academic performance", rofl, do they know I'm not at all happy with my marks? :') idk, seems like something that'd take a lot of time, and I don't really have a specific area of interest for research right now. Maybe though.

On the one hand I am so keen to go shoot right now, but also it is 34 degrees and I am unreasonably exhausted. Help me.

Life is good! Mostly! - Archery is going so good. Coach has such big plans for me. Said today, he expects me to be in the top few of Victoria for recurve by the end of the year. - Things are great with J. Entire relationship is going great, Mum is even letting me stay at his house sometimes (which is nice, given my family here give me no privacy, which is limiting.. ;) ) - Work is okay. Feel like I will never finish buying all the archery gear I need, but coach tells me that the end of things I need right now at this moment is near... But to be honest it never stops and I don't even care! - home is a little bit hectic, but don't spend as much time here anyways right now, and with my car, can just leave! - excited as for uni to go back, can't wait.

First of Jan today, only like a month until uni goes back. Sudden motivation to start getting back into good habits, y'know, sleeping, drinking water, that shit. Let's see how long it lasts..

What an amazing week

Family went away to QLD, and so J stayed over for the entire week. It was so so good. Honestly gave a taste of what it'd be like to move in together, if only for a week, and it was perfect. Not a single problem!