Ig: littlealiennnn
You're everywhere
Except right here
And it hurts
There’s so much emotion in that little galaxy robot face
Season 3 is out on Netflix.. I still remember how we used to Netflix party and watch it together. And hearing your excitement or you asking questions mid way through the episode. Can't imagine watching the show with anybody else but you..
It's been quite a while since i heard your voice or saw your face or held your hand. But I still think about you all the time. Miss you..
You're so far away, yet so close. Our hearts are apart, yet they are one. Our memories are shared and will always keep us together.
I think there is one thing that will always remain, even after our parting. You loved with a love that took my breath away. And I'll never again breathe in the same way without it.
I’ll always be waiting.
No matter how far away or unlikely it seems.. a part of me will always hope..
You ask me if I’ll ever move on, and my answer to you is a simple no. Five years from now when you’re in a different city, in the unknown, surrounded by people you love and care for, maybe even with your new lover, I’ll still be here. You ask me why I find meaning in leading a life of misery and staying stuck in the past. I smile at you with all the energy I have in me for a brief moment like I know, how ten years from now, when you wonder if I ever made it through you, I’ll still be thinking of how you used to smile on a sunny day in your balcony when you saw my name on your phone.
You ask me if I’ll ever forget you, my answer to you is a simple no. Another five years go by and I’m still thinking of how I saw lights shine in your eyes and how it brightened my days when I was in my twenties. I may have gotten good at indulging myself in things I love and accepting that I annihilated myself the day I let you leave. My face may tell you a different story on how I don’t struggle at this loss as much. But trust me it’s still there. As clear as it could be. You see, I envisioned exactly this when I pointed out that I could die for you. You used to hate those words come out of my mouth. And it’s exactly what I chose to return to a love like this, my life right under its foot to walk on.
And some day when old age takes over, when you look up at the sky and think to yourself, where I am and who I’m with, I want you to know I’m nowhere far from you. I want you to know I’m still standing in the rain, letting myself shiver with every drop that pours down on me. After all, my only wish was to let you be my last. And so you were. Even though nothing ever made sense about living a life of emptiness and how you thought it was utterly rare for someone to chose to stay for you, I’d do that without a second thought, like a reflex that’s engraved deep down in my brain, I’d do that.
You ask me if I will ever let go of what I have left of the time I had with you, I’m older and I can’t remember your voice but I still go over to my archives to hear you again after a really long time. I’m reminded of you again and I let out a delicate smile. I head on to pray for every ambition you wished in life to turn to reality and mumble to myself “ I hope you find everything you’re looking for and never look back, I don’t want you to have to look back.”
- Love and I.
the best of nature photo
"I just want to escape with you
Just for a day
Leave everything behind
Just for a day
One day
Just for a day"
~xoxo
as time passes, memories fade and wounds heal.
will we, eventually, lose each other to time?
The years may pass but still you stay...
...as near and dear as yesterday
"My mind wanders and I get lost in thoughts of you"
xoxo
"That's how you know you love someone, I guess,
When you can't experience anything without wishing the other person was there to see it too."
So much I want to share with you too..
"We'll be friend's forever, won't we, Pooh?" Asked Piglet
"Even longer", Pooh answered
