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end of journey

@eta-niti

wasting my young years

i’ve started a new thing i’d be able to finish only after a week or so cause i’m leaving now😖 i hadn’t thought of the portability buying the computer, unfortunately. when i enter the university, my parents will undoubtedly buy me a laptop or smth like that. but at first i’ve to pass all the exams :’)

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i’m so happy that i feel free to express myself there, on this site. it’s so comfortable, not like our russian vk.com. i don’t have to be afraid or smth. great!!

i hope, i can write all these spam posts with my thoughts and feelings from time to time (without annoying you too much) :))))))))))))))))

yesterday i had a great opportunity to draw near a lake, that i, unfourtunetely, almost immediately lost. i finished this drawing sitting on the floor of my room at nearly 1 a.m. this night. what about that?? i’d been having a terrible artblock until the mentioned moment. i couldn’t just take a pen or smth else, not even drawing. btw all the things i’d done before were all black and careless, i thought i wouldn’t be able to draw again (besides, the final and the most important entering university exams are coming!!). i felt exausted. but i’m happy i’ve overcome! perhaps, it’s the only one work i felt satisfied with

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what do you think about traditional paintings? i don’t have a possibility to draw using a computer now, so)))))))))))) i have many sketches either from nature, or just anime characters (not always good quality sketches🌚🌚). should i post them? do you need all these old shit?

smth like a quick sketch using a reference (at the beginning i wanted to make it more realistic, but then everything went a bit wrong, so))))))) i have almost no free time now — it’s the first time i’ve drawn for myself since…hmm…march??¿

and one question: would you like to see my traditional paintings? by pensils, markers, gouache? smth like gypsum heads of ancient greek gods and furniture composition or other things i’ve to draw daily in order to get prepared for the entering university exams? waiting for your comments ;)

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it really is an underrated aspect of lesbianism the way that loving other women makes it easier to love yourself. 

i know others have experienced this, but the more comfortable i get with being a lesbian the more i find that i don’t really feel as insecure about my “flaws” anymore. it’s hard to hate myself for having body fat, cellulite, stretch marks, short nails, an inability to apply makeup, body hair, eyebags, and so on when i literally find these things sexy on other women. 

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