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an open fire! on a wooden vessel!

@epersonae

middle-aged, divorced, widowed, tired (bi she/her) | currently 80% gay pirates by volume (plus The Adventure Zone) | AO3: epersonae | header by @darthameus
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fic etc (new version!)

[update March 21, 2024]

These days I'm writing fic for Our Flag Means Death.

Longfic

I have three finished long pieces, in order of connectedness to canon:

Hungry for love, ready to drown (T, 33K) - a Stede POV retelling of season one starting with episode four, lots of missing scenes (so much with clothing but also wound care! dream sequence!). My love letter to canon; I watched those episodes so many times in little bursts to really absorb the writing and acting, and I'm very proud of the results. Goes well with S2 prep, if I may say so. Will probably definitely most likely get a sequel, but it's taking me a while to figure out how to approach it.

the devil's threeway (E, 30K) - Ed POV, starts with a pre-canon encounter with Jack and (non-canonical) Anne Bonney, follows up with a post-S1 meet-up with Anne and (also non-canonical) Mark Read, and then a somewhat unusual reunion with Stede. Includes the fic where Ed would not. Stop. Crying. There is a reasonably likelihood that I will write something similar or equivalent with the canon versions of Anne and Mary, but it's still marinating.

for the benefit of all the broken hearts (E, 62K) - the not RPF but not not RPF that is maybe the best thing I've ever written in any medium for any reason: a fix-it fic for the gorgeous and weird Water Flowing Underground, told from the perspective of the unnamed second wife. My exploration of the aftermath of tragedy, the possibility of repair, and varieties of love. Read the tags, read the author's note, read WFU first (or don't, I'm not the boss of you, and I do know someone who read them out of order and still enjoyed it), but please give it a shot. Posts tagged #carlita coded content are related to this work, sometimes very obliquely. There is also a follow-up fic of missing scenes, end up several worlds away, that still has one chapter remaining (I SWEAR I'm going to finish it), and a short sort of non-linear AU, back on my beat, that explores some alternate endings.

Some favorite shorter pieces

Season 2 and post-S2 fic

Other stuff

Occasionally I post OFMD fic recommendations, which started as a weekly thing but, you know. They are still posted in sets of five on Fridays, when I do them, and tagged #five fic friday. (There's no particular system to my listings, just stuff I like that's not PWP.)

Not fic: I am doing a little project where I make/recreate recipes that I have written down but haven't made in a long time (or ever) - that can be found under the tag #food as play. Includes my rewrite of the 40 Orange Cake Recipe!

I have also written a lot of fic for The Adventure Zone, my favorite being The Reckoning Arrives, a 77k fic in which Lucretia, Taako, Merle, and Carey go looking for Kalen.

I wrote quite a bit of my TAZ fic with my late spouse Ryn (@taakovapes). Ryn died in September 2021; here's the post I wrote the week they died. I often post/tag about them and death and grief. (See tags #not all exits are made equal, #[grief dab], and #posts I wish I could send to Ryn in particular.)

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“but it wasn’t that bad”

did it hurt? did you feel scared? unsafe? were you embarrassed? humiliated? terrified? did you feel confused on why? does it keep you up at night? do you avoid being in a similar situation? did you cry? did you want to cry? who told you it wasn’t that bad?

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roxyrondell

Something has been on my mind lately and I need to make a post about it. I saw yet another post about how Stede Bonnet is mediocre and I’m starting to get highly annoyed by it. Even the ones that are well meaning are grating to me at this point. Stede might be mediocre at some things like being a “proper” pirate but he’s actually quite stellar at many other things. I’d like to take the opportunity to talk about some things that Stede is very good at.

1. Loving Edward Teach

2. Thinking on his feet.

3. Helping his crew by making sure they have a safe environment to be themselves in.

4. Being an absolute bitch to Izzy.

5. Getting rich assholes to turn on each other

6. Writing beautiful love letters to Ed. (Yes I know this is part of the number 1 thing. It bares repeating)

7. Wearing cursed suits.

8. Being a mermaid, merman, merperson.

There are so many things that Stede is great at so I’d like to focus on those personally.

Allllll of this.

Also, what makes a “proper” pirate? Swinging on ropes? Dude is alive and has kept his crew alive, has never actually been mutinied on (all the other pirate captains have!), keeps everyone paid, clothed, and fed. He’s not only a successful pirate captain, he’s the most successful pirate captain.

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Don’t get attached to unpopular ships because you will run out of fic and die

Alternatively: create the content and become adored by like 3 people forever

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muntiller2

Alternatively: create your own unpopular ship and drag your friends kicking and screaming into it

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epersonae

Alternatively: create your own unpopular ship and drag complete strangers into it who then become beloved friends

Alternatively: create the only content for a ship and float along in your kayak humming happily while you smash the characters together like Barbie dolls

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I finally wanted to write something for one of those fic events (the wedding week thing) but for the last couple of weeks I have had zero energy, motivation, or coherent ideas. I hate it.

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Formula 1 legend Lewis Hamilton’s Met Gala look was inspired by the story of John Ystumllyn, one of Britain’s first Black gardeners, and by the language of flowers in Black history.

His outfit was hand-embroidered for two weeks by a team of 20 before the finishing touches were painted by hand in New York over the weekend.

“Lewis’ coat is embroidered with periwinkles for endurance, yucca for eternity and protecting restless spirits, daffodils known as ‘pass-along’ flowers for their hardiness, and cedar branches for everlasting life,” explained Lee. | WWD