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let's go paint the town on our way home

@environmentalistcas

pauli, 23, any pronouns
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hate it when I call myself a girl and then someone goes "you're not a girl you're nonbinary/agender" and it's like. I am whatever I say I am. freak. I am a girl I am a little guy I am the man of the owl. I am nothing. I am everything. do not presume to know me in anyway I do not know myself

another hot take is that i don’t think reading at your own leisure or binge reading a fic once it’s finished has less value than follow it as a wip. and i certainly don’t think it’s “anti-fanfic”.

i’ve been reading and writing fanfiction for fifteen years and i’ve followed wips that have been abandoned, i’ve followed wips from start to finish, i’ve waited for fics to be finished so i could binge read them, i’ve stopped reading fics (both wips and finished) for various reasons, and i’ve experienced all those things as a writer too. and my point still stands. there are millions of reasons why people don’t click on wips, and why they don’t read them, and i’m pretty sure none of them are out of malice for the author or the art of fanfiction. and, this goes for all kinds of reading. i don’t think there’s any way of doing it wrong.

characters who are absolutely convinced down to their bones that they are unlovable being subjected to the mortifying ideal of being wholly and unconditionally loved. that’s the good stuff. never get tired of it.

god, I'm genuinely so happy for Guillermo. there's something so magical and freeing about your first pride, and his was weird and silly and kind of absurd, but it was with his family and they all supported him and I'm!! a mess!!

Guillermo coming out to his human family in s4 and then immediately getting put on a pride float by his vampire family in s5 just has me wailing!! on the floor!!

Guillermo feeling like he didn't fit in anywhere and then creating a place just for himself! where he doesn't have to lie about his second family or his sexuality! where he can be with the vampires and the humans and be something that's not quite either but still good all on its own!!!!!!

he may not be able to attend pride during the day, but he found his own at night! seeing him let go and enjoy himself and the people around him has me feral!

I just...

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plus he got to wrap his crush's dick in a literal pride flag! what a night!!!

Anonymous asked:

Now I'm thinking about how the rest of the conversation goes where Dean's like *newsflash asshole I've been gay the whole time* and Sam has so many dawning realizations

sam: so you and cas, huh?

dean: yep

sam: and this... is a relatively new thing?

dean: oh no this has been going on for years

sam: years?! dean what the hell

dean: *shrugs*

sam: so this whole time you and cas...

dean: i mean not the whole time. i thought cas was straight at first

sam: and you.... you're not *awkward sammy squinty face* straight?

dean:

sam:

dean:

sam: right. *throat clear* okay. so like. when did you know? that you, um, liked dudes?

dean: remember when we were in louisville for that poltergeist case and dad let us go to the county fair?

sam: dean, you were like fourteen

dean: yeah

sam:

dean:

sam:

dean:

sam: you've been making homophobic jokes my entire life, dean

dean: no, sammy, you've been making homophobic jokes your entire life

sam: *shocked pikachu face*

dean:

sam:

dean:

sam: whatever. so. you've been, um, having.... relations... with other men?

dean: *snort*

sam: this isn't a joke, dean

dean: then why is it so funny

sam: you're an asshole

dean: that's homophobic

sam: dean.

dean: [mocking] sam.

sam: i'm being serious

dean: fine what do you wanna know

sam: um. well. i guess. just like. obviously there have been others. anyone i know?

dean:

sam:

dean:

sam:

dean: *hysterical laughing*

sam: dean!

dean: *more hysterical laughing*

~45 minutes and a not exhaustive list later~

sam: gordon?! he tried to kill me, dean!

dean: [wistfully] yeah but he had no gag reflex

sam: *pinches the bridge of his nose*

dean: you know who else had no gag reflex?

sam: no and i don't w–

dean: that deputy in hibbing. he was mouthy and then he was mouthy if you know what i mean

sam: dean.

dean: what? i'm just being open and living my truth

sam: you're just being an asshole. i know what you're d– oh my god

dean: what?

sam: crowley.

dean: oh. yeah. for sure. like a lot. like a lot a lot

sam: crowley.

dean: uh huh

sam: CROWLEY!

dean: yeah. in your bed one time, actually

sam: CROWLEY?!?

dean: i really miss that guy

sam: i'm going to hell for a few days and my phone will be off

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