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I want to die but thats alright

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I'm so so sad everyday. I try to hide it from you but I realized I don't even need to. You'll never realize this pain inside of me. I guess I am lucky you haven't I am just so surprised how much you don't know.

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1. One won’t be enough. 2. First Aid supplies get expensive. 3. Little kids will point and ask about them in public. 4. The numb parts will stay numb. 5. Showers will sting, shaving your legs will never be the same. 6. Scars get itchy, long sleeves will make you sweat. 7. Your mother will cry as she scrubs the blood from your bed sheets for the third time that week. 8. People will say, ‘I never knew you had a cat!’ 9.You’ll jump every time a friend touches you, because they unknowingly hit a scab. 10. They burn in the sun and become more noticeable.  11. You’ll apologize for cutting so deep, while wishing you’d gone deeper. 12. Some stains never go away. 13. The wounds inside are harder to heal.

13 Things I Wish I’d Known (before I started cutting) // K.B. (via brokenheartsbrokenskinx)