When you finally move on and away from those types of people, focus on yourself. When you do its amazing the kind of people youll naturally attract. 🧡
sometimes we have to realize we’re never getting that apology and that moving on is just something we have to do to live. forgive or don’t forgive, but accept that the apology isn’t coming, because sometimes people aren’t good people. that doesn’t mean you should stop having faith that there are good people. it just means the closure isn’t there like it was meant to be.
垃圾
I just want you to show that you care . And I know how hard it is for you when you build your wall so fucking high . I’ve been trying to show you my everything and I doesn’t have anything to show anymore . Its your turn my dear . Im am drained. I am fucked without you . I miss you .
Rumi, from Bittersweet (tr. by Fereydoun Kia & Deepak Chopra)
maybe i don't deserve friends,
maybe i don't deserve love,
maybe i don't deserve anything
Something inside me has given up. I always at least tried to look happy, now I don’t even bother faking a smile. Talking wears me out in a way I can’t even explain. Things that brought me joy now are things that I don’t have the energy for. I’m hurting people I genuinely love by ignoring every single message I receive. I‘m disappointing everyone including myself and I don’t even try to fix it. Getting out of bed is a torture I avoid at all costs. I’m spending my days waiting for them to pass and let my thoughts consume me at night. Now, I don’t know how I’m supposed to change my situation when I don’t care about anything anymore.
“How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become?”
— Doc Luben
Even me giving up on myself and how people can still keep showing me love . Aren’t they tired .
I feel even shitty when people gives a shit bout me .
I know you're tired of me and my thoughts.
Well, so am I.
“You cannot make someone understand a message they are not ready to receive.”
— @thegoodquote
all or nothing // state champs







