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stay safe out there, friends.
i still cant believe there’s chemicals inside my brain and theyre fucking me up all the time
I want to be gentle and kind but im so fucking angry and intense all my edges are sharp
why am i the way that i am and why is this the only perspective i’ll ever fully see through and why is every day a struggle and why is grief forever and why is everything getting more and more expensive and why is there no version of the future that feels right
i am tired of being mentally ill. it’s so old. it’s so boring. it never leaves
