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@emilystark007

Ravenclaw || Aquarius || 🇨🇮

Hi guys. It’s me. It’s been a hot second since I’ve been a functioning member of society and after a lot of people asking me where I’ve been I’ve decided to just come out with a ridiculously long post about it because I’m dramatic and extra and you know I love a good long text post.

I think a lot of you already know that depression has been a huge (and unfortunate) part of my life and it’s something that frequently holds me back from living the life I want to. My motivation flounders, I flake out of plans, and most days I feel like I’m drowning in a hapless mixture of perfectionism and complete apathy toward everything. Despite this, I’ve usually been able to keep my head above water.

But the past year has really kicked my ass. COVID-19 on top of several unfortunate and unexpected major life changes really took a toll on me.

During a particularly hard time and after a suicide attempt I spent several months in a behavioral hospital. Following my hospital stay I moved home and decided to take some much needed time off from the internet. It was quite a journey getting back to a healthy mental state.

I am happy to say that I’m now feeling MUCH much better. Now that I’m in a better place and I’m feeling stable again I’ve made the decision to return to the internet. I can’t promise I’ll post as often as I did in the past, but I do intend to start writing fanfictions and posting as often as my busy schedule permits.

Thank you all so so so much for your support and concern. You’re all incredible and I love you so much ❤️

There’s a link to a gofundme below to help me out with my hospital bills but please DO NOT feel obligated to pay anything. If you have the money I would super appreciate a donation, but I know that like me, a lot of you are struggling students yourselves and the last thing I want is to guilt anyone into giving me money.

Thanks for taking the time to read this post. Again, I love you all.

Where I’ve been ^^^

I guess this is how I’m processing what we’re all going through right now. I had the stray thought, “What is Spider-Man doing during all this?” and this happened. On the one hand, it’s kinda sloppy and inconsistent, but on the other hand, I had the idea Sunday night and I’m posting this Wednesday night. 5 color pages in 4 nights is pretty good work. Anyway. Hope everyone’s safe out there.

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This is brilliant and I love it. 

Yesss Luna, do it! You’re probably the only one who could pull off that look anyway… :)

Phew! This is my longest comic to date. I didn’t want to cut out the Hermione sadness or the Luna goodness, so I decided to make it 13 panels long instead of 10! I hope you guys enjoy!! :)

This scene was the winner of March’s HP Comic Poll! If you’d like to vote on my next Harry Potter comic, or want to see them before I post them anywhere else, check out my Patreon!!   

*:・゚✧*:・゚✧ (More HP comics here!)

FOR A CLASS PLEASE HELP. Have y’all seen that video of Rhett and Link being judged by strangers? It’s kind of like that. Here is a picture of me. Be brutally honest: if you saw me in the street what would you immediately think of me? Do I have a job? What’s my name? Would you want to be my friend? What kind of person am I in general? (Do I write irrelevant tags to get views on tumblr...? Lol so sorry.) Help a sister out, I need this 🙏🏻🙏🏻

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hey

hey friend

dont kill yourself tonight ok

you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again

youre really important and you matter a lot so stay safe and try and have a nice sleep

I would like a moment to thank the people who reblog post like this so that it eventually shows on my dash.

It is keeping me alive

I actually really needed this tonight, thank you

Rip my sister Andy who just wants to buy a tank for her gecko 😂😂

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times are tough. have this blessed short film from xmas of my sister and brother figuring out they can macarena to cascada’s “everytime we touch”

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i asked their permission to post this but i don’t think they realized how many notes it would get. they will either be delighted or horrified. maybe both

the sound of the coins adds to it

This is the best thing I’ve seen all day

Steve: I currently have 7 empty notebooks and have no clue what to put in them. Suggestions?
Bucky: Put spaghetti in it.
Steve: I am currently taking suggestions from everyone except for you.
Natasha: Put spaghetti in it.
Steve: I am currently taking suggestions from everyone except you for the two of you.
Tony: Put spaghetti in it.
Steve: I am no longer taking suggestions.