I need to prove myself... and keep proving myself
Big goal is to look and feel way fucking better than i did in Grand Rapids
Cutting is boring but rewarding at the same time.. building is so fun... gotta get back on the tracking game I done fell off since I got here and I’m not done yetttt.. I always quit before the going gets good 🙄
Update COVID is a hoax I’ll shou tit from the rooftops y’all look dumb as fuck in a mask I’ll keep not wearing one and living my normal life being completely fine
It’s gotta be the biggest turn off to see a dude my age taking social media so seriously
I really wanted to lose 5 more lb before i moved ugh good excuse to keep going tho also helps that i feel like I’ve already made a good amount of progress and i know Wes wants to slimmy slim down so he’ll be down to eat healthy with me
I was 114.6 two days ago before i started my period soo this week I’m just gonna be really good and do a little extra cardio and be gettin my steps in so i can enjoy the weekend with the boo ting
I wish i started a while before i did but I’m motivated as hellll rn to get lean.. I’m hoping to maintain it for a bit too.. i mostly wanna be able to say I’ve lost 10 lb and I’m almost there! I thought maybe 15 but that would be 106 which seems really tiny to me. Idk i don’t wanna go off a number too much but i got a feeling id be pretty content with 108 109ish.
I think investing in a coach would be really fucking good for me at this point..
I want to feel my best and i think that my best is like 10 lb lighter than i am
Lately i have not been lazy and i just want to take a second to be proud of that cause i grew up thinking i was and being called it by my family when i just didn’t care about shit but this past year or two I’ve been the first up in the house to go workout and the last home from work (at least in my fam.. not when i lived with Wes) it feels good to be up and at em in the mornings and get my workout done.. i hope i can keep doing that lol but we’ll see 11-8 seems like an unlikely schedule elsewhere
I’m just remembering all the times you treated me the way you are now getting my hopes up for putting me through hell
And how I might be putting myself through it again
Trying to be positive but girls are ugly and this photos are filered and the media is biased and divisive
Holy fuck I’ve never been annoyed enough to step away from SM but the amount of people getting pissed off over a dumb ass reason.. people are angry at others with a platform and not speaking up about BLM.. like it’s expected at the moment for everyone and their mother to say something, post links, provide resources and if they don’t they’re RACIST!!
The amount of ignorance is baffling. SM is one fraction of the real world. My shit is being flooded right now. So much so that is overwhelming to read and sift through and so i just don’t. I feel bad for people having to explain themselves over it. What’s even better is those that are getting upset over this dumb ass reason are white lol. Fuck off somewhere else go do something that matters
Looks like propaganda.. sounds like propaganda.. it’s probably propaganda!
This is posed but i can’t get over it
Imagine this with capped delts and hamstring depth and obliques that 🔪🔪🔪
The media is gonna keep giving us bait to divide the country even further.. some people are so quick to take it it’s no wonder the cycle repeats itself
I’m finally feeling really happy. I hope i have a good ass summer. I hope shit works out in our favor this time around.