2025. 10. 08 | Fall is hitting too hard.
Today is the only day until next Monday that I don't have an activity after work, which is good. I have to fill my days with stuff otherwise I begin to spiral in the sense of impending doom I get around this time of the year.
Last year, we spent a lot of time hosting dinner parties where we would eat and be merry and end up playing Hitster or dancing or going to a show. I was unemployed and blissfully unaware of how much drinking and late nights affected my body, so it was easier, so A & I are trying to find a new normal.
It's been okay so far, but a lot of swings to the extremes - feeling awesome and joy in work and friends and life and feeling a spiral of doom for the grey that's currently outside our window now.
[🚏08.10.2025 ]
☆〜Yesterday we had an excursion to the archeological depo of Amsterdam. The guide was super excited to tell us about everything and i truly had so much fun walking around there. Afterwards i studied at a cafe for a bit then went back home to take a nap because i had a headache :( I probably could have done more, but i wasn’t getting anything done with that headache…
Caffeine and chapters the perfect duo ☕📚
obsessed with these clips from ikea
Spent some time journaling on my last day in Paris to really savor and reflect on my whole trip ♡
