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@elven-mind

Here I will put down my thoughts, vents, and memories that come back to me. Newly revamped for a new owner
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To anyone who follows here, the ownership of this blog is changing.

Our previous host and owner of this blog has gone dorment. It happened fairly abruptly and I'm not sure how much of a say he had in it, though he knew he needed to change himself and heal. None of us were really prepared for it and we haven't seen him for awhile. I don't know how long he'll be gone, but I hope he's better when he comes back.

It's been a struggle for all of us, but for me especially because he's like a sibling to me. I just want to know he's okay. I hope he knows how missed he is

-Maleia

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Welp, we got a newbie to the system so woo. Ever since I took over as host we've been getting people more tailored to me because me and Amitt couldn't be more different. Should come up with a name for my group of people but I got nothing

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Update: we got a group name now. My support team is Fairytale Collection and Amitt's is Mystic Fold. We got a few people who aren't in either though

#updates#system related#Shade and Nora are among the 4? that are in neither group

Fucking hate people who don't follow the fucking rules and then, while breaking the rules again, play the victim with a self important messages and trying to missuse what Freedom of speech means. Not really too bothered by you leaving after that show

#I mod a server so that's what this is about

Only thing I regret is that I held myself back

Still really missing Amitt. Wonder how long he'll be gone

Welp, we got a newbie to the system so woo. Ever since I took over as host we've been getting people more tailored to me because me and Amitt couldn't be more different. Should come up with a name for my group of people but I got nothing

#system related

I'm still confused as how you took a message that actually said I miss you to mean he's avoiding you. Yah we kept him away but it was because he was extremely emotionally vulnerable and needed some space from everyone. That's part of why he's dorment now. And you can't spare a bit of true sympathy either. I thought you'd want to know what actually happened so I told you about and what did you do, you guilt tripped me and blocked me.

No he was never avoiding you.

And it's not my fucking job to hunt you down and tell you about it. We shared a chat you could have found my account. You could have messaged though tumblr. Do your own work if you care.

#rants#don't intract with this I'm just pissy#Maleia's first post

I've had so much going on I really hate it. Everything is overwhelming and everything is changing and it's scary. Malsy might take over as main host and idk how I feel about it.

Idk I always fuck up and I just feel like I don't matter or just make things worse. I'm clingy and needy and man I can't talk about things. I just can't do this.

#I need help and to feel important and reassurance but I can't ask for it or everyone will leave#I just woke up so here's me with no filter#The one good thing is now I'm closer to a better sleep schedule as I went to bed later in the day so yay

Yep nope time to hide until I don't feel like crying