i had the time i realised i could have said something i opened my lips to say i didnt care but then they were gone again
I used to crave the light anything to stay away from the dark now i cant function without the dark it holds me whispers to me till I'm numb again
I gulped and swallowed trying to hold back an avalanche i was scared i couldn't do it that id lose control right there my image would be destroyed my facade would melt they'd see the girl who couldn't hold back tears because of a stupid memory
i hate you every fibre in my body hates you but you know what the problem is i really dont i just miss you
everytime every single time i try to be myself i fail when i try to be others i fail so who am i? i dont know
im dumb everyone thinks im smart but im dumb no one realises because i dont raise my hand share my ideas tell my grades volunteer but i am im dumb but thats okay
