Avatar

Love To All

@ella-mindful

//It’s okay if you think I’m not cool. Cuz I don’t care.\\
Me: “I feel so depressed, Idk what to do with myself. I wish I was dead.”
Someone “I can trust”: *doesn’t take me seriously*
Me: *procceds to have a mental breakdown after months of self sabotaging*
Same person: “Why didn’t you ask for help?! You know you’re not alone! You can talk to me!”
yeah sex is cool but have you ever had stable mental health for more than 48 hours

anyone else go from thinking they’re hot as fuck to thinking that they’re just complete trash in 0.0002 seconds ??? or is that just me ???

“Sometimes I want a forever but other times I just want a fling. Yet with both I want the same amount of chemistry...ya feel?”

-lonely night thoughts

It’s annoying how I always want someone to make the first move and know I’m available but at the same time there’s no guy that actually takes time out of their day to text me and start a whole new relationship with me and actually put time and effort and not just give up because they barely even know me and think they might fuck up before anything ever happens. Like try it with me you never know. And I’m not saying I want something for forever but I just want something for now. Something that I can cherish for days to come. Yet every guy is looking for a girl who has a reputation already and won’t even turn to look to a girl who doesn’t have anything. But that’s just my thoughts so don’t take it personal.

Have you?

Has it ever hurt so much that you just want to make a wish to take it all away?

Have you ever seen him and your feelings just start to swish and make that weird feeling in your stomach?

And you thought you guys were forever because he said “I’ll never...”

You’ll never what?

He spoke and you listened and for the longest time you stood there waiting for an imagination created by his mere stupidity that you still fell for.

Now times passed and he hurt you once and after that you just can’t look at him the same anymore. You try to see the attractiveness you once saw but all you see now is his ugly personality seeping through the holes of lies he spoke.

Yeah cuz me too.

Avatar
starshein

Listen up. There is literally an app that can help you avoid self harm and I don’t know why we aren’t talking about it.

Calm Harm can be tailored to your needs and will provide strategies to help you get past those crucial moments of wanting to harm.

It’s also totally FREE.

once again, it’s called CALM HARM

Avatar
sixpenceee

I hope love finds you in 2018

Avatar
nvmdanyway

I hope health finds u in 2018

I hope wealth finds you in 2018

I hope happiness finds you in 2018

I hope success finds you in 2018

I hope self-love finds you in 2018

I hope supportive people find you in 2018

I hope all the dogs find you in 2018

I hope good grades find you in 2018

I hope validation finds you in 2018

I hope inner peace finds you in 2018

I hope motivations finds you in 2018

I hope harmony finds you in 2018

I hope luck finds you in 2018

I hope a good job finds you in 2018

I hope confidence finds you in 2018

I hope success finds you in 2018

You ever have those nights that make you feel incredibly lonely despite knowing you have people who care about you? And for some reason you just want to lay in bed and not associate with anyone or do anything even though you know it’ll make yourself feel less that way.

i really just want someone who will cuddle me for 10 hours. cuddle the sadness away from me!!!!!!

So I work at a video game store in a mall and across the hall from us is this really nice suit shop. One day one of the guys came in an asked if they could use our microwave (the store they used to go to closed down) and we bargined for use of their bathroom in return since the mall bathrooms are like a 5 min trek.

So for like three months now we just have these men in really nice suits come in and talk while using our microwave and teach them about nerdy shit? Then I, the goblin king in various shitty tee shirts and paint stained pants, walk into their super expensive store and just get greeted with “Yo dude what’s good?” and talk about the pains of steaming silken dress shirts properly and it’s my favorite business interaction every day

A new jewelry store opened up right next to our store and when I used the bathroom today we were talking about it. I hate it on principle (they flooded our systems closet during building) and immediately both Suit Guys™ working went on mini rants. “Their suits are baggy as hell, I wouldn’t trust them to sell me a $9,000 ring when they can’t get a fitted jacket. They look so unprofessional, ” and “I saw one of the dude’s wearing a teal shirt. It’s fall, and you go with teal? At least get a color to match your store if you’re gonna ignore the seasons like that, Christ, but teal is awful.”

I live for this commentary fam.

I told the guys (Teal Man is Spencer and Baggy-Suits Guy is Arnold) that this post got this popular and they’re both super excited.

Arnold: “Sweet, we’re internet famous!”

Spencer: “131,000?!”

Arnold: “What are notes? What does that mean, is that good?”

Arnold bargined that if it gets more notes, I can A: post a pic of them crouching with peace signs in front of the Notorious Jewelry Store and B: post the video of him long boarding down to Macy’s and back lmaoooo