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it is what it is

@elisabethpolak

i wish everything was as easy as getting fat

Thinking about Robby telling Johnny “all those years you weren’t there, I blamed myself” and thinking about a few episodes earlier Robby asking Johnny so earnestly “why didn’t you show up?” Because he desperately wanted to know the answer, to give Johnny another chance, to give himself another chance. Thinking about Johnny telling him he was at the hospital with Miguel and Robby angrily responding “its fine, I get it” because he does get it. And he’s angry that Johnny missed the visit and he’s more angry that it was to be with Miguel but he’s mostly angry with himself because he does get it, he always has. Thinking about how Johnny throws in his face “well I’m not the one who put him in the hospital” and all Robby hears is “you were right all along, it always was your fault and it always will be.”

Unfortunately, it was not today that i woke up in a mansion with an honorable demon who is my friend and a charming sorcerer who calls me a feral librarian, agent of chaos or impossible menace and who is love of my life