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@elenormoonlight

I escaped from reality to find myself here . “ devils everywhere “

Dear me , I LOVE YOU AMD I’M SOOOO PROUD OF YOU. 

I wish i can hug you 💘💘💗💗

dear me , i’m so proud of you

in the past 3 years you did a wonderful job by working on us. i know we had a tough time but we stayed strong at the end and we still dealing with that.

every year we have a new ( let’s call it a mission), so we have a mission thatwe must work on it to servive! 

i know now we are dealing with a new mission and i’m sure we are gonna pass this.

and in the end, you did it , you loved yourself ❤️‍🩹🫀

i’m soooo proud of you today, you didn’t give up just acted like nothing happened and lived the moment.

dear me, i love you, respect you, appreciate every single details of you. will never let you down.

happy birthday to you 🦋

you know, when creating new scenario that makes you happy just by imagining you living your dreams but when this stupid negative thoughts show up and try to destroy your dreams by thinking about “ what if” or “ come on be real at least “ i mean if i didn’t live the life i want

i imagine someone in front of me and i just create a conversation with them.

wow i’m so lonely 😂

you ARE the one who made me feel guilty and pointed me against myself so you can feel strong and let me in pain and all most 🔪

when you are lonely and hopeless there’s nothing to be excited for, nothing worth your time but at the same time you want to feel alive you want to live alive.

sitting right there doing nothing because you’re unable to do anything. the only thing you can do is imagine your life in somewhere else far so far away from your reality life that you are running from!!

you just realize that you are the one who is asking about others but no one is asking about you!!

it’s funny how you try to Communicate with other people just to not feel lonely.

in the middle of their day where they enjoy being surrounded by their family and people who love them you just interrupt their time by asking them about their live because you don’t have any!!

no goals no clear future no family no siblings who loves you !!!

and watching successful people blaming you for doing nothing and calling you “ lazy” just for not trying.

my life isn’t the same as yours, you may born in family how really are sporting you!! you feel love from someone else, meeting with friends so you know what’s new in life.

but you are so incapable of doing any thing because you don’t have any from the above.

i don’t know what to do with my life that i have nothing in it.