I hate feeling like I can’t do what i want to do.

Daydreaming about alternative lives to escape my own has become a coping mechanism which I have internalised so much that it happens unconsciously throughout the day. I’ll be always daydreaming in the back of my head no matter what I do

does it ever hit you how truly lonely you are? like you have this terrible realization that this world has seven and a half billion people and yet you are still so alone? 

My favorite feeling is when it’s winter and you wake up in the middle of the night and you look out the window and there’s snow on the ground and the sky is kind of light colored and it looks misplaced and kind of eerie but also comforting i love it the most 

bi culture is making subtle comments about multiple genders to hint at your sexuality so maybe they’ll just Get It and you won’t have to tell them

its sickening how much men rely on women’s household labor while simultaneously mocking these very tasks as menial. this labor is thankless and invisible & they only notice how much they depend on it when something goes wrong like the one time mom forgot to clean up the orange juice spill. but they don’t realize the solution is that maybe they could get off their ass once in a while, they just get annoyed. and this goes beyond chores, i’m also talking about how women bear the task of memorizing the mundane details of their children’s lives & schooling while dads get to go be soccer coaches on the weekends and even then they act like its this Big Heroic Sacrifice lmao god!

how come we’re always forced to choose between kids and a job??? i dont want either

does anyone else just feel the strong desire to change, to travel, to meet new people, to just start over somewhere you’ve never been before

@electricdeity

u ever catch yourself overthinking then you’re like bitch what the fuck who cares

I want to be that girl that moved countries after high school to have a successful career and never came back. Off the grid, into the oblivion, bon voyage bitches

@electricdeity

i feel like i am being a stranger to where i want to belong

cant wait til i move to another country and be that girl that disappeared to live her life

@electricdeity