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Bekah

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That could never be more true. I literally tried to tell my soon to be fiancée how I felt and this is what I got... I literally have tried to tell her that I’ve wanted to kill myself or I don’t want to be here anymore and I get told that I’m being extra, or that I’m annoying. But when she says she’s depressed or anything I always make sure she knows I’m here for her and that I love her and she can always talk to me😭😭😭 why can’t I find someone who will ask me how I’m doing or if I’m okay. But I know I never will.. maybe she’ll finally realize when it’s too late..

I don't know if I actually want to die, or if I just can't handle this pain anymore.

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