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A Never-Ending Tea Party

@earlgraytay / earlgraytay.tumblr.com

Author, autist, apostate. Trans man, queer, and proud. Thrives in an environment of G-rated villainy. // An elegant, but slightly disgruntled, person drinking tea. // Internet oddity + friendly neighbourhood vampire. // Professional of pain.

about the earl:

Hi! I’m earlgraytay. You can call me Malcolm, Mal, Earl, Gray-- whatever. I’m a writer, a Twitch streamer, and a proud queer. He/him pronouns, please.

You can buy my queer fic on Amazon and Smashwords-- want a hopeful queer retelling of Kafka’s Metamorphosis? How about a trans lady airship captain who hunts angels and fights restrictive Victorian gender roles, or a grumpy enby veterinarian who has to heal @historieofbeafts-style goat-unicorns? 

You can follow my Twitch streams on twitch.tv/earlgraytay. This post will be updated as I figure out a good stream schedule, but RN I stream on Mondays and Fridays (though I’m not very consistent). 

I write fanfic sometimes - I’m on AO3 as scribblingTiresias- but it’s mostly one-shots, with a few ambitious weird longfics that are never updated.

Thanks for reading! Hope to have more here soon.

.....I just realized that because we share a tumblr mutual

I am one degree of separation from Seanan McGuire and she probably regularly sees my dumb book ads

....I'm going to go lie down and think about my life choices now

Anonymous asked:

Hey there, sorry for a probably weird question but in this current climate I am anxious to write my story bc it may be misinterpreted. I liked your nuanced view on fandom/fiction matters so maybe you can help here too. Does having two male characters who happened to die as a natural result of their dark, dystopian world (absolutely nothing to do with their relationship, just the circumstances), count as "bury your gays"? Do I have to remove the element of their relationship, like just have them as friends instead? It sucks thinking about it now when this dark story served as an outlet for me, who is now going through a pretty bad time, but now I realized this and the fact that I have to abandon my project.

So, first off: I'm honoured you asked me about this, but I want to make one thing very, very clear. Both for you, and for any other writer who may be reading this.

You do not need permission to tell stories. You do not need permission to tell your stories the way you want to tell them.

You do not need my permission. You do not need permission from your friends, or your mentors, or your fandom. You do not need permission from the queer community as a whole. (God, can you even imagine?) You do not need permission.

Here's the thing. Most Trope Criticism is, fundamentally, about mass media. When a team of people with a budget that lets them spread a message to the entire world decide to tell a certain kind of story over and over, and that story makes a group of people into a tragedy or a scapegoat? If you're making a product for consumption, and the only thing you're letting queer people consume is dust and ashes while everyone else gets chocolate? Yeah, that can be a problem.

But you are not a team of people. You are not writing a story that is a product for consumption. Changing it to make it a product for consumption- changing it to make it more palatable to people who will complain about anything that isn't exactly to their tastes- is not an option that you can take. Not with a story like this.

You are making an intensely personal piece of art. It clearly means a lot to you. You deserve to get to put that pain and that darkness somewhere safe. You deserve to get to tell your story, consumption be damned.

So no, you do not have to abandon this project. You don't need to change it to make your characters Just Friends.

You should keep going, and finish your story the way that makes sense to you. Because you do not need permission.

Anonymous asked:

hi dude just letting you know i'm studying to be an Art professor and i referenced your post about “Who’s Afraid of Red, Yellow and Blue” on my assignment- :] this is just so you're aware that it changed how i view a good chunk of art and its value as a physical experience and that i'm thankful you took the time to make it

k that's it xoxo

.....holy smokes what

Thank you so much for telling me aaaaaaaaaa >/////<

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Didn’t see any posts about it so here it is for the other Photosensitive folks,

Nimona has a lot of flashing lights, no intense strobing (ie Incredibles) but includes:

Alarm sequences (red lights, ‘police’ lights), explosions and gunfire

Sparks/flashing/flickering lights, firelight

Thunderstorms and lightning effects,

Flashes from color to black (hard to describe)

All within the first few minutes of the movie, frequently throughout.

It wasn’t too terrible when I watched with other lights on during the day but I tried watching it with them off and it was pretty bad. Sharing this so other people can find it would be much appreciated!

Women of Xal - %15 off

It’s time for some gay alien politics. 

Seen this CG yet? No? You should! That’s right, year two of the game being out means it’s time for our second Steam Summer Sale, let’s gooooooo! 

Guide Xjena up the political ladder to the coveted position of Matriarch. Or guide her into a knife repeatedly! That’s fine too! In an alien society where lying is impossible, make sure you utilize your powers to rewind time as you choose the best path forward.

  • A visual novel with many significant choices and four major endings: two bad, one neutral, and one good. Plus a bunch of ways to accidentally end things early.
  • 12 character arcs with options for romance and/or friend routes! 7 women and 8 men. 
  • Aro/Ace and Poly runs! One player in our Discord mapped out the maximum number of dates they could go on in one run. 10/10 speed dating strats.  (How do you get the Discord link? Well, that happens to be in game.

Plus!!

  • Many, many bugs have been either squashed or gently relocated outside since launch. Some still haunt us, but we’re working on it.
  • Steam Achievements very soon??? We figured out how, we just gotta… do it. lol

Want to get to the gay faster? You’re in luck! We’ve added a whole new mode to the game: Steamer Mode. If you want to skip the exposition at the start and get right to the interesting stuff, this mode offers you a streamlined early game - at the cost of missing a few clues along the way, of course. 

Curious what our team has been up to since Women of Xal’s release? Well…. mostly recovering from moving, if I’m honest. We’ve keeping our heads down and working at our boring day jobs while tossing around ideas for future games and stories in the background. We plan to have the script for Women of Xal’s sequel completely written before launching the Kickstarter, but we’re also looking at things like art books, novels, a 15 minute horror game, Patreon…. maybe even a silly little mobile game for collecting ploofs. Or snakes. One of our founders really likes danger noodles. 

Until then we’ll just wait.

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(I had a big work meeting today and I’m loopy lmao ~Shald)  

I need to finish this game, but thus far it's been really good. the characters are intriguing and carefully drawn and the worldbuilding is fascinating.

AI fearmongering bugs me. Want to help me fight it?

Hi, Tumblr! You may keep seeing posts go around that talk about how AI is going to replace all fiction writers, probably quoting George Orwell in the process.

Want to help me prove the doomposters wrong? Help support an indie author and prove that you want fiction written by humans.

All of my short fiction is Pay What You Want on Smashwords. If you like stories about unicorns and plague vets, lacemaking orcs, or trans steampunk sky captains, give one of them a whirl-- and support an author who's never gonna use AI.

honestly I think this is going to become a new rule for me

every time I see gorram stupid AI fearmongering I promo my stuff

because I can sit around sick and scared, or I can Do something about it

hah! you will never be a great wizard, hero, for you are merely the seventh daughter of a seventh son!

oh, one of your siblings is transgender? congrats! another one of your siblings is transgender? congrats! another one of your siblings is transgender? (starting to get worried) congrats…

Screen grabs from Project Rene's portion of the Behind the Sims stream.

EA's motto right there.

So, before I say anything else: yes, EA's monetization model is bad, I do not have high hopes for ~Project Rene~, I'm honestly not planning on picking it up, especially not with Life With You coming out soon

But that last panel is uh... probably being taken out of context.

In game dev, you have something called the Minimum Viable Product. The Minimum Viable Product is the smallest amount of game you can make that represents your game fully-- if you released this, people would still get the intended experience. You need to make sure that the Minimum Viable Product is rock-solid before you add any new features, because if it isn't, people aren't going to enjoy your game.

For example, the Minimum Viable Product for a Mario game would be a couple worlds' worth of increasingly difficult platforming challenges, with basic platforming, mushrooms and fire flowers, and a Bowser fight. Anything beyond that-- additional levels, new power-ups, new bosses, individual level gimmicks-- is not part of the Minimum Viable Product. It's worth spending time on them, and time making them good-- fancy features move product!-- but if you spend too much time on them, and not enough time on the Minimum Viable Product, your game is going to suck asssssssss.

Project Rene is still in ludicrously early development. Like, "I'm shocked they're showing us this much" early development. Like, "every single asset in these scenes is a placeholder, except for some of the animations probably" early development.

They're, uh... pretty clearly still working on the minimum viable product. The core gameplay loop. The basics of how Sims interact, take care of themselves, and progress their personal stories. The basics of how the player interacts with Sims and the world. The basic look and feel of the game.

And when you're working on your minimum viable product? It is genuinely important to figure out how little you can make to get the most bang for your buck. If you spend a whole bunch of time working on something that isn't a core feature, and it gets cut? you've wasted a bunch of dev hours on something players aren't ever gonna see. if you spend a whole bunch of time working on a game system, and it sucks ass and everyone hates it? you're back to square one.

People do not make bad games on purpose. I guarandamntee you everyone in the trenches is a Sims uberfan and wants the game to be as good as it can possibly be. The EA execs, not so much-- but the people doing the coding and art and programming, absolutely.

TLDR: The Project Rene devs are doing a normal part of game dev. It sounds slimy if you're not used to the process, but this is not proof that they're trying to scam you.

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every gym leader is like “I lost!?! UNBELIEVABLE!” buddy you live in a world where every ten year old child has always been offered a free fire breathing monster at least once and you brought nothing to this fight but anthropomorphic flowers

gym leaders’ whole job is to provide a specific challenge, a battle of a certain type and difficulty level. if you’ve brought the tools and skills to complete that challenge, you’re going to win by design. the pokémon in that battle are probably not actually the strongest pokemon they have.

when gym leaders go “argh, how could i lose??” they’re acting to give your victory legitimacy because you’re 10. they’re like a villain cosplayer letting a baby knock them over. they’re being nice!!

Reading Les Miserables Out Loud: Nuns On The Run

Sure, the Waterloo digression, I was braced for that. But how could I have forgotten the horror that is...Le Petit-Picpus?

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This digression also clicked for me on my last readthrough and now reads to me as utterly central to the book (for reasons I and @pilferingapples are expounding on at Barricades in three weeks). And that passage about the convent as commune, as a republic lacking only liberty, is a large part of why. It's another inversion of the barricade; another splinter of it flung backward in time; another tomb illuminated by the dawn, but ass-backwards, and in ways that are a particular trap for Jean Valjean--who comes here after the (largely offstage, but immeasurable) trauma of returning to prison in his old age, and immediately notices the similarities between convent life and prison life and finds them soothing.

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Okay, dollblr, I need your help

My friend's doll collection was stolen on May 19th by his shitty landlord. Charges have been filed, but the landlord and the moving company he used to transport the dolls and other stolen property have been uncooperative in giving the information needed to trace and recover the dolls.

I'm asking that this post be shared as far and wide as possible so he has some hope of getting his most beloved and distinctive dolls back.

If anyone sees a massive dump of Ringdolls and Dollfie Dreams on Mercari, eBay, or Facebook, especially in/around/from the Louisville, KY area, please contact me so I can let him know.

I will update as we assess the full extent of the loss, but the dolls we're asking people to keep an eye out for at the moment are

  • Ringdoll K fullset edition with attached hair, NS. No outfit. Distinctive features: One magnet fell out and was put back in back upside down, so his headcap doesn't stay closed.
  • DIM Minimee Ruki head, NS. Distinctive features: Vampire mod.
  • Custom House Mina (both Saint Mina and LE Sad Mina), NS
  • Ringdoll Quiz, GS, fullset
  • Bobobie Pixie. Distinctive features: sky blue skin that yellowed to a minty color. Probably wearing green pajamas with brown airplanes made by me.
  • ResinSoul Yao, WS. His first doll, probably yellowed a fair bit by now. Distinctive features: a small chip on one of her horns.
  • DIM Minimee heads of all Gazette and Dir En Grey members. If these turn up as a lot, contact us, it's probably them.
  • Soom Dain
  • Soom Dawn
  • 2 60cm Sweetdolls, NS
  • HZ WangYe head
  • This ResinSoul Dai and 1st gen Bobobie Apollo, probably still in these outfits

Any dolls that appear in a large group with these should be reported.

I will update tomorrow with more specifics on the missing Ringdolls and DD/DD mods when we've had a chance to sit down and assess the extent of the theft.

@okamikodomo @fullyfunctionalminiaturebeehive @buffdolls @laptopcoffee @lupusdarkmoon @lordhigheverythingelse @nyxypixie @freakstylebjd @literally anyone and everyone we've ever met in this community

Thank y'all in advance for any help, he's gutted over this and I am on his behalf. Still in shock that there are people this vile in the world.

There is what I believe is a Mina for sale on eB*y shipping from Crestwood Kentucky, the seller looks like a bulk odds and ends seller. None of the facts add up precisely but Mina is such a rare doll and the fact it's in Kentucky from a random reseller made me pause.

Best of luck finding all the dolls.

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Looks like this seller has three other BJDs currently, all around the same condition. None of the others seem to match the dolls listed, but I admit I’m not super familiar with most of them.

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You found Mina!!! I've texted the owner and we're reporting it to ebay, and they're going to this dude's storefront in person tomorrow.

Edit: He recognizes the other 3. The apple watch and some other things are his fiancé's. You're a lifesaver. Bless you.

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UPDATE: This asshole is demanding $600 for the lot. He's given us 3 days to come up with the cash. He has damn near everything and he will not split it up to let us prioritize the ones that mean the most to him. I don't think this is legal and I'm researching rn but we don't have time and we definitely don't have cops.

I need everyone who can give to please give. This is straight up extortion and I'm furious but with a 3 day deadline we don't have a hell of a lot of options.

Cashapp $hyperionasshole PP @memeharrington

I will be posting a flash sale to help fundraise if anyone needs material compensation. I'm taking pics today.

Please help me pass the hat, we're fucking devastated.

@irlbillyhope I know things are rough emotionally and you've got a whole mess on your plate with this but if you want to give your own account of this, feel free.